Feeling Good

Feeling Good


Ahh still feeling high from the ball game just now. Wew. I FEEL GOOD. REAL GOOD. I was OWNING! GRR. AARGH! RAWR!!

I didn't win any games today but still, I was on fire! I was the ultimate defence! I was the human fly swatter. Swat swat swat and watch the ball go bye bye! Rawr! Gosh. I feel so good. I can tell the people who play with me do respect my skills. I respect theirs as well! It was altogether a good game today. Sis did well too! Well done! Kudos to you! We all tried our best and it turned out pretty well though we didn't win. Close game! 10-11.

FEEL MY WRATH. I DARE you to step into my territory. COME and feel my POWAAAAA.

Haha. Alright enough!

Heelim matie came over to my place today cause heard his plan for the day got messed up. It was good he came over, just felt that I should have given myself a kick on the butt because I should have talked to him more instead of playing games! Lol. Oh well, school's going to start, should have time. I suppose.

OH! I... Finally... Got... My... Own... ATM CARD! WOO HOO! Best Christmas gift ever! Lol. I hope I'll be depositing more than I am withdrawing. Yes! *Prances Around* I've got an ATM card, I've got an ATM card!

This year's Christmas Celebrations was freaking awesome! It was one of the best compared to the previous years. Spirits were lively! Everyone was having fun! No mahjong and no attention devoted entirely to the world of tiles. It was just super! =) Gosh, haven't had THAT much fun since... Since never! Ho ho, next week there's a bbq party for my cousins. (Birthday.) It should be fun too!

I'm quite happy! Tomorrow going out with Cass! Haven't seen her for a long long time. =)
That's all! I';m going to bed now. Think of happy stuff! Happy happy!



Human Fly Swatter ME!

YESSS

YESSS

I'm back! Ahh yes, I see the virtual dust bunnies hopping around.

HAVE YOU GUYS MISSED ME?!

I bet you did. I bet you guys have yet to take your daily dose of NickOHtine huh. Are you starting to feel the effects of not taking it? ARE YOU? Are the withdrawal symptoms showing yet? What are the withdrawal symptoms you say? Hmm here take a look:

Symptoms of insufficient dose of "NickOHtine"

- Keeping awake for more than 8 hours a day
- Taking in large quantity of air as a substitute for NickOhtine
- Having to take 3 - 2 meals a day

These are the most obvious symptoms. So if you do realise you are experiencing these, please immediately consult your local doctor! If you choose to ignore these signs, there will be dire consequences and don't say I didn't warn you! Cause I just did!

So anyway, TODAY! Last day of work was a nice one. Everything ended quite nicely. Finished early as well! Can't really imagine 25 days has come and gone already. So quick time flies! I was quite touched in the end. The examiner was really a super nice guy. Fatherly like. Mr Richard Whitehead was his name. He gave me a letter in an envelope and asked me to promise him to only open in when I got him, which I did. So got home, opened it and...

OMFG

His "little offering" contained 2 fifty dollar notes.

TWO 50 dollar notes.



WOW



Woo! I guess he thought it wasn't really much. I mean, if you did convert that amount to the British Pounds, its what, 40 pounds? He probably thought it was a reasonable amount. Lol. Well thank you sir! I'll be sure to look him up if I ever travel to Wales. =)

So holidays are coming to an end. That's quick. I think I'm suffering from amnesia. The word "literature" and "course" keeps floating around my head. Hmm, should be nothing... Well, it's pretty late right now. I think I'm going to catch up on sleep. And maybe drool over the two fifty dollar notes! It IS more than I ever got. Even compared to Chinese New Year.



NickOHtine

Friends

Friends


I'm sad.

I'm not sure how I should begin this but I'll try my best. Friends, they're there for you when you need 'em. Specially good friends right? I remember my first best/good friend (the '/' because apparently some people don't believe in best friends ;-) ) I had during primary school. Whenever my laces got untied, poof, as if by magic, she was there to help me tie it up. (Because I haven't learnt how to tie it yet) But it was still really nice of her. Then when I returned to Singapore, couldn't really keep in touch and everything fell apart. Kinda sad now, thinking back.

Friends, are they meant to be by your side throughout your entire journey through life? Sure you might lose contact with some of friends but they it's not like they won't push memories of you deep deep deeeeeeeeep down into the darkest, furthest recess of their mind and pretend as if you never existed in the first place right?

Right?

Well, at this point of time, I'm thinking to myself... "What the HECK am I trying to say." Good question. I'm trying to put my problem in a general way so that you can understand what I'm saying but cannot pinpoint who is involved in my dilemma. Got all that mate?

I'm just quite saddened and perhaps a tad bit jealous+frustrated+annoyed by the loss of a great friend. I could even say "best." He's drifting away, not just away from me, but all our friends as well. I feel like complaining on this post about this. I really should, but I wouldn't to cause any bad rifts. Sighs! Headache. Well I tried to salvage this relationship but its to no avail! Oh, tell me what I should do! I'm being pushed away! For what? For some... Some.... !#!@# other people? (Note: I mention no names, I am NOT accountable for anything.)

I just feel like grabbing his head and screaming into his face "WAKE UP! What are you doing?! Look at what we've become!" And a add a few smacks in for good measure.

I just feel sad. And I'll stop here.

An Update... Finally

An Update... Finally

Ahh! Finally I'm here. Sitting down in front of my desk, getting rid of the virtual cobwebs hanging around my blog. So let's see where I left my blog hanging... Dee dum. Oh work!

Yes, work's alright! I can proudly say I'm efficient at what I do now! Even my examiner says so! Tee hee hee. It's simple really. All I do is just sit at a desk and check the candidates detail. Afterwards, free free free. For a long time. Real long time. Really long. There's so many breaks that my boredom is leaking out of my ears and into my scrap book. I got SO bored I actually wrote a page (without any blank space) of utter crap. Serious. It was just... Thoughts I had in my head at that time. TOTAL crap. If you happen to see my Azone A4 notebook, ask me to show you the last page. Really got to find something to do. I read The Incredible Hulk (the comic) for 2 days at work and that was quite nice but now I ran out of supply. I tried to relearn my magic trick and that didn't work out quite well. I tried doing my sister maths homework but got fazed by what I saw. Thought my DS would save me but it didn't quite work out. I NEED BETTER GAMES.

Overall, work is quite an experience! The travel time wears me out though. Nearly knocked myself out with the pole in the MRT when I tried sleeping upright. Meet people from all walks of life at work. Japanese, Canadian-German, India, Americans, British, Koreans... Woo! Oh yea, some parents sure drive you up the wall though. They get SO paranoid of their brats.

"Oh, can I peep into the examination room's tiny window?"
"Oh, can I see the paper you're holding on to? Because my son's name is in there."

This was the best one I heard though:
"Can I follow my child into the exam room? He/she needs my support! I can be his/her page turner too!"

NO! NO NO NO NO! Which part of N O do you not understand mam! Geez! Parents...
Alright I'll stop with the whining. It IS easy money...

Oh great news! Cass is back from her torturous vacation. And she'll be back for good! Excellent! Haven't seen her for agggeesssss. Wonder if she has aged... Lol. (wait, that don't make any sense.) Met up with her at causeway after work and gosh... When I turn my head to see her, the most incredible thing happened! Everything seemed to melt away and the only thing I could focus on was her. She was the sole person whom I could see clearly. The lone lady walking towards me. Everything else was a blur and all that mattered was her! Weird... It felt like I was watching an old movie flick on slow-mo. Exactly like that. Picked her out from the crowd in no time at all. Mmm! Couldn't be happier seeing her! She got so pretty! Hope its not my imagination... Dinner was great! (You might be thinking, "of course it's great nick. Everything's great when you're with your girlfriend." Well it WAS great. Period.

It IS great.

Last few week back, remember I told you how we were at a chalet in Bintan? Well I thought of posting some pictures of it up but NOW I can't find my stupid phone cable. So most probably next time. I also went to another one in Changi, Singapore. The latter was kind of boring. Nothing much to do. Just PS2 all the way. Really got bored. So, yea, wait for the next post. I ASSURE you I WILL put it up. Nick's promise. One you can really trust. REALLY.



RARR! Hulk mad! When Hulk mad, Hulk get stronger!

Work Work

Work Work

Went for a job briefing last Wednesday with mum at Parkway Parade, Kawai Music School, for my job. Was supposed to familiarise myself with everything. I'm going to be the person marking attendance for the people taking their music exams it seems. I was walk through everything that needed to be done. Stuff that I should avoid doing and stuff that I should be doing correctly. I know there's a lot of paper work.

I think I listened carefully enough.

Hopefully I won't stuff up.

It also seems like I have to travel around a lot with my examiner, Mr Richard Whitehead. From Kawai Music School to their branch at Millenia Walk. OMG, I haven't even HEARD of these places. And how am I supposed to bring Mr W around? Geez! I should've went out more. But I was told not to worry though as there'll be a working personnel with me for the first week. HOPEFULLY I'll be knowing what to do by that time. Kind of nervous. Starting work on Monday. The pay's not bad though. 1300+ for a month. Not bad for a student right? Here's how my pay will be used up.

30% - Shall go to my parents. (THAT wasn't decided by me)
10% - Was demanded by sis. (Can't say no can I)
$10+ - Will be spent on branded donuts. (Seems like everyone wants me to get it when I get my pay)
$50 - To make a pair of rings to make up to Cass for the one I (unbelievably lost.)

And hopefully by the time I have done all of the above, I shall have enough money to either:
~ Buy a Nintendo Wii
~ Replace my old desktop with a bad ass CPU
~ Buy more PS2 games

It's nothing much, haven't really thought of how I'm going to spend my pay. I know for sure I should save. But how much? Probably 50 if not 45% of it? Yea. Bummer. It's hard thinking on what to spend. Hmm... I don't think I'm the type that sees something, wants something. I guess I'm a pretty simple person. Don't request for much. REALLY!

Work on monday. Nerves Nerves don't fail me!



Bad Ass CPU!

Bintan

Off We Go!

Last Friday, family and I went off to Bintan for our holiday.

It was quite fun really. Took us around 2 hours to reach there and settle everything. The challet was pretty cool. 2 stories AND the most coolest thing was... We had a buggy! Yea to drive around the resort in. Way cool huh. I was ecstatic when dad told us that we have to be at least 17 to drive it. However, it turned out we had to be 18 instead. Bleargh! But then didn't deter me and my cousins!

In the end, we got so daring we even dared to drive around in the middle of the day. Joy got pretty enthusiastic about it, Shan too. Even waving and being (overly) friendly to the personnel there. I was SURE they would get in trouble sooner or later. I mean, my sister don't look 18!

Just as I predicted, there was trouble. OF COURSE there was trouble. It was I, The Great All-Seeing-All-Knowing NICK OH that foresaw what was going to happen. My 1st aunt (who doesn't have a license) somehow drove the buggy into a drain and broke part of the curb. The resorts personnel who was going around minding their business saw what was happening and came to help. In the end, everything turned out to be something big. The STUPID resort people was making such a big fuss out of everything. They wanted us to pay for the DAMAGED PLANT that the buggy drove into. I mean... What is their problem? Are they trying to leach all the cash they can get from tourists? Are they trying to find ways and means to get us in trouble so we have to frigging pay?! Yes that's what I don't like about Bintan. THEY SUCK.

They're all smiles and stuff when they're are serving you but WE KNOW, WE KNOW YOU ARE MONEY LEECHERS! Sheesh... Geez, I'm all feisty today aren't I.

It was hard trying to stay up past midnight. Kind of weird. I can do that at home but not here. Maybe cause all of us were tired out from what we did in the day. We were at the beach and we buried my cousin's boyfriend! lol. It was pretty fun. I've some pictures but I'll put it up another day. We gave him breasts and a ding-dong. It was hilarious! I also dug some sort of "water system" on the beach. You know when you're at the beach and when you dig deep enough, you'll find water in the hole? Yea. Well we dug and dug lots of holes and there was this huge hole we dug which practically got filled with water. It had a 2m radius? yea. Looked like a mini pool. We connected lots of pits like these together and it was pretty hard work. Digging and digging. Sis made a sand sculpture. It was fantastic! Mermaid. Lol. Pretty nice.

Cousins had to go home though, the day before we did. Kinda bummed out. The whole place seemed quiet when they left. Wish they could stay longer. The whole thing was a pretty fun experience. Nice place they've got, except for the money leeching idiots.

Oh yea, surprisingly, ALL of my cousins fell ill when they got back home. Down with a fever and stuff. I wonder why. Its so weird! ALL of them. Gosh... Wonder why my sis and I didn't fall sick. CHOI! Touch wood! *slams hand on table* Better not say it too quick.

Mum and I just ordered something online for the very first time. Pretty neat! I ordered 4 PS2 games and we had to transfer the money to the person. Lol. It was easier than I thought but mum was so paranoid.

What if my money's gone?
What's he going to do with my bank account number?
You better be sure its safe Nick.

Gee wheez. CHILL! Alright, my time's up. I gotta go! But I'll see you around!



I'm...
Bored

Outrage

Outrage!


Had a tiff with dad last night. Weird stuff. He blew up in my face for no reason. It was half past eleven when the news was over and I wanted to play the PS2 for a bit. Right then, dad blew right up on me. WHAT THE HELL WAS HIS PROBLEM ANYWAY?

"NO you may not play the playstation."
"But it's 11.30! I'll just play till around 12"
"NO. You should sleep early. You still have school tomorrow."
"WHAT? But its NOTHING. Its only lectures."
"NO"

His tone was final and he was practically giving me a scolding. THEN he went on about how I should go to poly now instead of staying on in JC so I wouldn't blame him if I was having a hard time studying in JC. But then, I already made a my own choice. I wanted to stay now. He's confusing me! JC? What? Now poly? WHICH ONE??

On my 17th Birthday he said to me, he wouldn't scold me anymore since I'm considered an adult already and I should be able to know what to do and what not to do. But look at what he is doing... SHEESH. I really wanted to scream at him. REALLY SCREAM.

I SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMM!

Sighs... I give up.

Hello Hello!

Hello Hello!


Heh heh, haven't been updating much these few days. I'm sorry for neglecting you my blog! Do not hate me for this!

Anyway! Got back results on friday and like... WHAT THE F__k?! My class, the class who skips lectures, the class who can't be bothered with school sometime. THAT class...

Did well?! (well = promoted)

But amidst all the happy moments, there was still some people who were sad. We were not to be 0743b anymore! What is a class without everyone who made it a class? I still feel that we should ALL advance together. Subjects can be improved on with time... So what the heck?

Found out there was still to be school next week! AARGH! How can they do this to us? A week of lectures. Terrible terrible. Well as I'm not called Nick for no reason, I pretended I had no lectures. I put the schedule in my file where my report slip was. HOWEVER, SOMEHOW, SOME WAY, my I-see-all-I-know-all mother discovered my schedule... Didn't say much though, and that's the scary thing. Wonder if I still have to go to school tomorrow...

Oh well, if I did, I'll just bum around or something. Ack, I'm bored... going to play narutimate accel now! (Thanks JW for getting my game!)


Ikuzo!

Something about Nothing

Something about Nothing

Haven't been posting much these few days because nothing has been up that's why. I'm bored. Life is boring. YOU, the person who is reading this, is boring. Your parents are boring, so are you. Oh wait, I just said that didn't I. Oh and... You're boring.

I just realised my primary six cousin got a phone from his mum. What's up with that? Pretty amazing. Nowadays, even primary school kids need phones. Wonder why. Maybe cause so they can play their little pokemon games on their mobile so they won't get caught. Yea that could be it. Sean (my cousin) kept going around asking for numbers so he could fill up his contact list. He even neglected games (which is quite incredible) just to mess around with his phone. WHY WHY WHY is it so unfair?

Jia, (my other cousin) was at my grandma's on saturday and she needed help for maths. I felt bad for not helping her. (cause I went down for ball. Sorry Jia!) I should've asked her when her maths was so I could help her as much as I could.

Sis came back from China the other day. Brought back tons of stuff as well. I got a new wallet! Phoenix Suns wallet. Not bad! Smells like leather but I don't reckon it IS leather. It's CHINA after all. (Might be made from mashed animal fats or something. Who knows.) She even brought back "Holy Water". To dispel evil spirits?

OP is tomorrow. I have YET to memorise my part, but I think I should be able to get it done soon. Just hope, pray that I won't forget it suddenly. Last day of school related stuff and I'm fffffrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Can't wait can't wait!

Ok I've nothing to blog about. I'm sorry for boring you.
Wait.
I take that back. I'm not, cause YOU are boring as well.

Here, some pics to further increase your already bored state of boredom.

"So I humped her cat. So what?!"
"I've got my cigar, I've got my muscles. Now all I need is a person to kow-tow to me.""Ahh, interesting... Hmm, very interesting! Oh so THAT'S how you say it."

Final Day

Final Day

Woo. Last day of school today and I skipped it. Oh well, nothing wrong with that right? RIGHT? It's the LAST day of school. What can they do anyway? Haw haw. *Laughs Haughtily* I gave up my last chance to practice my OP for PW and I'm sure my group will be really really mad at me. But worry not! I'll do my best on Tuesday! I'll do something about the slides and write on cue cards and try to memories my parts to the best of my abilities. I'll be like Skinner. Confident, know my stuff, speak loud and enunciate my words well and don't even need to look at the screen. Yep, I'll do ALL of that.

Or maybe not.

Gee, who am I kidding? I can't frigging do presentations! I've always been stuffing up since... Well since I was born! Ho hum. I'll just... Try. It'll be over in a couple of minutes. Just like practice. So do it once and do it well! Like my secondary school principal used to say...

Hmm, last day of school. Might or might not see my friends again. Cat, Skinner, JW and others. I say might not cause we MIGHT NOT get promoted. Bleargh. Hurts my brain, thinking of stuff like this. Wonder when we'll get back our report slip.



People! New year is coming, please clear your debts. I know I've cleared mine. So please clear yours. 43B clear yours please. Don't run away, we will HUNT you down.

So Worried

So Worried


AHHHHHHH. OP's (Oral Presentation) driving me nuts. I'm so scared. So scared!! Though exams are over, still can't feel relax yet. SHIT. I'm feeling pretty weird right now. OP's like a foreboding omen shadowing me. Drawing ever closer. I'm just so worried! I think I'm going to shiver like I'm in the North Pole when I present. Whenever I think back to the video our school showed us of the previous year OPs, I imagine myself in their position. Standing alone when the time comes for me to present my part. *shivers* Scary scary...

I can't shake that feeling away. Wish they'd give us back our report slips so I can decided to withdraw straight if I know I failed and can't promote so I wouldn't have to go through OP. This, this IMMENSE DREAD is killing me. I dread school because of practice. Sighs.

I know I should prepare my parts for the slides for the OP but I just... I don't know how to explain! I'm like dazed from what's happening around me. Woozy. Huh, where am I... What am I doing...

Sluggish.
Groggy.
Fazed.
Unclear of my direction.

Someone help me please...


...

Blabber

Blabber


Hmm I know not what to say. Well, on Friday, I just had my mother tongue mock exam in the hall and it felt like we were doing it a freezer where they keep frozen meat. It was effing cold. I didn't really bother to focus on that paper. It was after all... A MOCK exam. Had like 15 mins to sleep before the thing ended. It was hard though trying to sleep in a sitting position and with the stupid air conditioning turned down so low.

Amazingly, it started to rain heavily when we just stepped out of the hall. WHAT THE F__k?! It was already so COLD in the hall, and now it has to rain?! *Shakes Head* Nuts... Decided to go home after school and my friend wanted to play ball and so we did. AGAIN, it started to pour. But like HECK, we didn't give a damn. We just played on. It was pretty nice though. Lol. My rubbery ball got wet and I could grip it with one hand like they do in the NBA. Sweet as!

Brought back memories, playing in the rain does. I remember during secondary school, my friends and I JUST started to play ball when it started to rain super heavily. We were bummed out of course. The rain didn't let up at all for a pretty long time. Then one of my friend, (Jiv) had this BRIGHT idea of playing ball in the rain with RAINCOATS. WOW. GOD. Now, why didn't I think of that... LOL! None of my friends agreed, but I was up for it! Totally! So I borrowed his spare raincoat, and off we went with ball in hand to the court. CAN YOU IMAGINE? Two idiots in raincoats playing basketball in a storm?! HAHAHA! That was nice though. Nice memory.

Got home, had my bath and was playing my DS when my friend called to play ball tonight. Geez, I just had my bath and now, I have to bathe again... Lol, but hey, its ball, its my life, my love! Felt weird that my sister wasn't around though. Usually we go together every friday.

Isn't much to blog about these few days. I'm kind of worried about OP. I think I won't even last 2 minutes max. Bleargh and worse still, SOMEONE IN MY CLASS IS COUNTING DOWN. You know who you are. You count-downER. Are you trying to scare us?! We, or maybe just ME, am scared already! AHHHHH. HURRY HURRY, holidays scurry!


Where's my thongs?!

What A Shitty Day

What A Shitty Day

GOD DAMN. Woke up late, and it looks like I'm preparing for a hike, lugging my bag with my laptop in it around. Didn't want to go to school at first. I would've skipped school if I knew what was going to happen.

Nutty PW teacher went ballistic. Practically sprayed the class with his spittle when he shouted his frigging head off at us for wasting his time. And worse, I was the only person up front, got the full blast of it. Got worse when he decided to make us stay back a few hours more when we could've left before noon. Wonder why MOE bothered with PW. All it does is just going to spoil relations we have with out friends... Like this afternoon. Geez, I was pissed. I never got so mad with friends before. Nuh uh... Do you want me to slap your face? Seriously...

Finally when he did release us, I went to find Heelim, and we decided to go out of school to play ball with his friends. I felt so... "Unchained" then... Felt relaxed. Thanks heelim... Best mates for life.

Sighs... My life is at one of its worst point. Don't think I've ever experience what I've been going through this whole year, before. I'm terrified. I'm scared. I'm worried. I'm freaking out. Why is it happening at this point of my life? Bummer. Wish my sis was back home. Maybe it'll feel better talking to her. We haven't done that for a long time. It used to be fun. I guess one only starts to treasure something when that thing is taken from them... Then there's Cass... I don't know what to do. I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW .



Terrified, scared, worried and freaking out.

Why

Why

Got a text message from Cass just before she had to go off msn. A text which left me stunned. I mean, how could she say that... I won't put what she said up here, it's much too personal, but it was like a slap in the face I assure you. A tight slap on my face.

I guess we're pretty much falling apart now. She believes I've changed. I believe I wasn't like what I used to be when she and I just started to hit it off. But then, I mean, you can't expect one to be the same after so long right? Doesn't one behave as sweet as honey when one falls in love for the first time? Doesn't one get shrouded by love so much that one doesn't care about anything else? All that matters is just that special person? Yes, but over time, it changes. No wait let me rephrase that. How you behave towards that person changes a bit over time, but not how much you LOVE that person.

It's like married couples. I'm sure ALL of them were as sweet as the vat of honey that Pooh carries around. But over time, that sweetness just isn't that sweet any more. Do you understand? I mean, they can be sweet when they want to, but you just can't keep being like that on and on... I'm not saying their love has faded. It is there, will always be there. Just they've run out of "ingredients" to keep their love as sweet as it used to be... They will have time, where they can be sweet as before, but that's only on special occasions. I haven't met any couples who can be so loving and sweet as they were when they just met each other.

Sighs, I don't know. I'm feeling pretty bummed out now. I failed the only subject which could've gotten me promoted and now this...


Bummed out I say...
Bummer

Siblingless For 14 Days

Sibling-less For 14 Days

Wew, sis went to Ching Chong China for 14 days and we went to Changi to see her off. But before that we had dinner at Tampines, a suhshi restaurant. heh heh. It was a nice place, 0.99cents per plate of sushi. If I remembered correctly, the record number of plates of sushi we had was 24. BUT NOW, we are proud to say, "We are the family who had the MOST amount of plates of sushi in the WHOLE restuarant!" 30 plates!! YESSS. Ha! Take that! But it WAS kinda embarrassing though to have our plates stacked like skyscrapers. People were staring. Oh well! At least it was a fun dinner. We've pictures but I'm lazy to put it up. Do it next time I will.

Sent sis to the airport afterwards. Met her Vice Principal who was SO YOUNG. A female. Pretty and pretty hot. Yowza! I'll look forward to school everyday if she was OUR vice principal or principal... Look at OUR principal... Is she wearing a mushroom cap? Oops... *whispers* I'm not suppose to say anything about anyone aren't I? Lest I get sued...

WHEN my sis did finally get on the plane (we arrived too early at the airport) and we got home. The house kinda felt a bit empty already without Joy's presence. I'm NOT saying I miss her. Just you know... EMPTY. I don't mean anything else.

School's going to be pretty hectic from next week onwards. PW and MT intensive. Wew. Damn, nothing to look forward to. Not even PE. And there's no HOT teachers teaching us either. SIGHS. Oh yea, our last PE lesson was kinda fun. We played futsal. JW and clement and Navin showed skills. Lol they were awesome! Sak and Cat were being "goal posts" though. Not moving much. Heh! I felt pretty awkward handling the ball. Haven't been in touch with my soccer self since Australia. There was once I was in control of the ball and as I turned to avoid someone, somehow Cat was there right in front of me and I could not stop in time. WHAM. But thankfully, she's a tough nut. PHEW. I thought she should've hurt but luckily... Are you not a girl Cat?

I stayed over at my cousin's house the day after that. Hehe, haven't been there for long time. So all I did was played Winning Eleven all the way! I think we went like, umm, 5 hours straight playing the league? AWESOME! Go Eto'o go! Going home soon. Heard mum's not well. Maybe she misses Joy huh. Lol. Wow... Better go home quick. I DON"T WANNA GO SCHOOL!!!

Onions

Onions

Layer 1: On the outside.
Name: Nick Oh Shixian
Birthdate: 3rd August 1990, at some point of day.
Current Status: Snatched Away
Eye colour: Brown
Hair Colour: Charcoal/Black/Raven/Space Black/Whatever you want to call Black.

Layer 2: On the inside.
My heritage: Heritage? You mean, where I came from? Won't that be my mother's womb?
My fears: Not making it in life. Regretting my decisions.
My weaknesses: My lazy ass. Someone, anyone! Spank it please!
My perfect pizza: Literally?! Or is there some hidden meaning... Vegetarian pizza with BBQ sauce.

Layer 3: yesterday, today, tomorrow.
My first thought of waking up: No lessons for me today at school. Cause, I decided not to have it.
My bedtime: DAMN CURFEW. 1 AM
My most missed memories: My aussie days + Secondary School Days.

Layer 4: My pick.
Pepsi or coke: Definitely Coke. But I can't tell what's the difference though.
Macdonalds or Burger King: Mac, but only for the fries. What can I possible have? MEAT?!
Single or group dates: Both are fun!
Adidas or Nike: I dunno! Never bought any of those products. Nike? Cause it has 3 letters of my name?
Tea or Nestea: What the heck is NESTEA? Tea then.
Vanilla or Chocolate: Choconilla.
Cappucino or Coffee: Cappu

Layer 5: Do you?
Smoke: Yes. My inhaler.
Curse: Nuh uh. But I've said "CURSES!" Does that count?
Take a shower: Hell yea, if not your monitor'd be melting now.
Have a crush: Nope, its a vice like grip now.
Go to school: Unfortunately yes.
Believe in yourself: Not all the times though...
Think you’re a health freak: A bit yes. I've got a 5 secs hygiene rule when drinking from coolers.

Layer 6: In the past
Drink alcohol: Red Bull? Oh wait, red bull's not alcohol. Ok none then.
Gone to the mall: Yes, no wait, NO, malls are for sissys.
Been on stage: Yes
Dyed your hair: Naw, should I? All grey then? Maybe I'd have what you called "Nan Ren Wei" manliness, like George Clooney.

Layer 7: Have you ever..?
Played a stripping game: Ho, sure, in my dreams, and that was the age when I was having wet dreams.
Change who you were, to fit in: Nah. Why would I. Nick is the One.

Layer 8: Are you hoping to
Get married: That's a little too early isn't it.

Layer 9: In a partner
Best eye colour: Whatever! As long as it's not red.
Best hair colour: Any! Just don't want a bad hair texture. Don't want my fingers to get scratched when I run my hair through her hair.
Long or short hair: Hmm, long? Long equates as sexy ya?

Layer 10: What were you doing?
A minute ago: Still doing this quiz.
An hour ago: Thinking thoughts. Thinking, dirty thoughts. No no I meant, DirtyLESS thoughts.
A Month ago: Overcooked my brains for the crazy-ass mid course exams.
A Year ago: How would I know?! That was a year ago. Live in the present I say!

Layer 11: Finish the sentences..
I love: Life
I hate: Definitely Mondays and school, especially now.
I hide: My butt, since when have you seen my butt? Or my ding-a-ling?
I miss: MEAT. (Ha! As if!)
I need: Wings... ^-~Wings~-^

Layer 12: Tag 5 people (In No Ranking Order of Importance)
1. Sherry
2. Jesulyn
3. Kaesen
4. Gerry
5. CASS

Update huh?

Update Huh?

Finally, found time to actually sit down to update this neglected blog.

SCHOOL SUCKS. For one thing cause I didn't do well for maths so hence, therefore, because of that, SCHOOL SUCKS. I had tuition for maths. I thought maybe I might get close to a pass perhaps? But noooo, I got low low marks. Ackkk, stuff it. Maybe didn't practice enough. Good job though for the people who passed, one down, few more to go.

PE was fun. Well not quite AS fun as when we just played together as a class. Skinner was on my team and so was Adzlynn the INTERCEPTOORRR. My my, what a team. PLUS we had Clement too. So yea, even though the other team had hustly bustly (not BUST bust. But bustle bustle. Idiots.) Kimberly, STILL wasn't enough to defeat TEAM Nick. Hip hip hurray! Everyone was doing their thang you know? Sak doing most of the scoring. SQ did well too. Well done on controlling the power mate. Know the gentleness is in there somewhere! Adz woo. Sneaky little ass. POP! There she was, somehow, someway, intercepting the ball. Was quite a fun day overall.

I'm going to skip maths cause... Well... I dunno... Cause... Its sucks that's why. Don't ask me why cause I'm just going to slap your face if you do. Played ball again with KL during lunch and the free civics period. But after this, something pretty weird was happening to me. I don't know why. But I feel like I had CROTCH CRAMP. Ow... Man what a weird thing. Even it sounds weird. Say it my dirty minded readers. Say it. Crotch cramp Crotch cramp Crotch cramp Crotch cramp Crotch cramp Crotch cramp Crotch cramp Crotch cramp Crotch cramp Crotch cramp.

Crotch cramp.

Owee. Still having it now. Hurts like hell if I lift up my right leg. Played ball again at the school hall after school. It was soooo sweet! (Sweet sweet, not romantic sweet. Idiots) The sweet thing was that there was a still unspoiled, untainted net for me to swish. It was sweet as I tell you! The sound of the net as the ball goes through it without touching the rim at all is... PURE SOMA. Serious. I get high from hearing the swish of the net. It's one of the most beautiful sound I've ever heard of in my life. (Besides the moaning, groaning of pleasurable activities... *Wink) Ball lovers out there, (Ball ball, not scrotum covered balls. Idiots) you should know what I am trying to say. PURE BLISS.

Swish

Makes me wish I was back in the basketball team. Perhaps also in the inter-house games for basketball. My god, Saggi SUCKS big time, even with the basketball captain! Sorry to say, but SHOVE OVER Mr Captain, it's time for Nick to take to the helm!

Mmm, though exams are over and we really should be relaxing, one studying in JC cannot help that we aren't feeling relaxed enough. PW PW PW and MT MT MT are still coming at us, as hard as ever. Tomorrow will be CABBING ($less soon to be. Mum, your son needs compensation) to Val, no wait, I mean Dothika's house for PW. Dang Dothika, I demand refreshments! Oh, heard your sis was hot too. Maybe that'll do. LOL! (No no! I don't mean that at all!)

So I guess, this is what's been happening since the last time I posted something up. Oh yea Sherry! The quiz I'll do it in another post cause like, I wouldn't want to CRAM everything in one post. Not my thing. Sorry! But soon it'll be up. Heh heh! So that's pretty much it my friends. Till next time...


Swish, soma. Swish swish, soma soma.

Update Paused

Updated Paused


Ok I will update later even though the exams are over.

Cause I'm bored, but since I'm bored shouldn't I instead update?

But then I'm bored. So Yes I'm bored and won't update.

Makes sense doesn't it?




Zelda Is My Ass!

One More

One More

Last one! And I'm taking one whole day as a break. I mean, one day's enough to prepare lit right? RIGHT?!

Hopefully.

You know, Lit paper one was crazy. When I flipped the page of our exam papers. I practically STONED. For 15mins. I had NO idea what the hell the poem was talking about. I had NO idea what I was supposed to do for section B. I thought of like handing up an empty paper since I believed I am going to fail anyway. (Even if I DID manage to clinch a pass, I think summer test will pull my marks down to a fail.) Wowee! At least I tried. The poem part. The answers started to come when I started writing. I think that's how it goes. No idea? Write write. Just write, it'll come naturally.

Haha, history's history I must say. I'm DEAD. My SBQ's were longer than my essays. Hopefully my SBQ will pull me up to a pass!

Heard a few of my secondary school mates who are in another JC now are preparing to transfer to poly. Even got their withdrawal forms already. WOW. And the unbelievable thing was, one of them was the top students during out year. Wew. Can't take the stress they say. Was kind of surprised.

OOO can't wait can't wait for the end of mid course! It'll be a burden removed from my shoulders! I MUST enjoy myself before the results come. OH YEA. Lets list down the top 10 things one would like to enjoy before the results come!

1) Pig out with a packet of digestive cookies with a jar of nutella and a bottle of coke!
2) Get my cousin hausan over and have a PS2 marathon! Go Barcelona go!
3) Buy more 2 player games for my ps2. Especially Naruto Ultimate Ninja Heroes! YES
4) Pray that naruto shippuuden will be out much much earlier.
5) FIX my friggin' Counter Strike mouse problem. How can I possibly be pro with that junk?!
6) Play CS CS CS! I need to train! (Attar watch out!)
7) Get into shape! Cut out that flab! Jump higher! Higher HIGHER! Till I kiss the rim!
8) Get Cass back to malaysia and do fun stuff with her! *Wink*
9) Sleepover at my friends or cousin's!
10) PRAY fervently for the PASS

So peeps. Tell me YOUR top 10 things you want to do before the results are out!

My expected Grades

Econs - F
MT - A (Ha! I'll eat my shorts if I do)
Maths - I (Indecisive grade = not sure)
Lit - L (L for Luck Grade)

WOAH look at that. Wonderful grades. WOAH it spells... F-A-I-L !! OH dear! It must be a sign! From Above! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Its not a good sign. Oh no! OH no!!! PANIC! CHAOS! DIEEEEEE



We're all going to die!!

Doomed.

Doomed


I'm stuffed.

Down Down

Down Down.

I feel like crap today. I woke up not feeling like going to school for no particular reason but I still did go to school.

Lit tutorial was terrible. I couldn't keep my head up and I kept dozing off while the teacher was going on about something. (It all becomes background noise when I'm starting to doze off) She called on me twice. "Nick!" Aiee. She even proclaimed to the whole class that I have not handed up a single essay and I'll have no CA marks. What's up with that? Don't have to let the WHOLE WORLD know about it. The second time she called me, I thought I sensed a little frustration in there. "Go wash your face!"

I felt the stares of the class drill into my back when I stood up to go to the toilet. Their stares kind of rips me apart. Strips me down. I don't know. I keep freaking out when stuff like this happens. I become paranoid. Thoughts go around my head. Like what people think about me. I think even my CT sees me as hopeless. I swear the whole world's against me.

"Nick... He's such a lazy ass. Never does his work. He's doomed for sure."
"He's hopeless. Never going to make it."

I know people probably won't see me that way but it's hard not to thnk about it. And the fact that mid course is upon us with the first one tomorrow, starts to weigh down on me. Feels like I'm carrying a boulder around my neck. I think I'm really strung up. I'm not sure what I should do. I'm trying to study. Lit seems hopeless. Hearing what's going on in class and not understanding a bit makes it worse. Perhaps I'm better off not in JC. I haven't felt this terrible in my life before. I really hate this feeling. Wish a time hole would appear and and let me get sucked back to the past. My innocent worry free past. SIGHS.

I think I'll never make it to year 2. I'm not being pessimistic or anything. Just that... It really looks bleak. Very slim chances of passing. I thought perhaps my history I might pass. Maths and Chinese too. That's all. I need another H2 to pass. Lit or econs? Tough. Damn parents. is it really THAT bad if I cannot make it to year 2? Is it really THAT bad if my sister ends up in Uni earlier than I do? Is it THAT bad if I wasted one year? Is it THAT bad if i got a diplmoa and not a degree?

IS IT?



I'm going down...

So Close! So Close!

So Close! So Close!

Ohhh nooo... Mid course is coming!! So quick! Only seven more days! Ahh! I'm scared shitless. What if I fail? What If I retain? Nooo. So scary. So scary. I think the worst is how my parents will react to me failing mid course and not getting promoted to year 2. After all the money they spent on notes and stuff... AND I FAIL THEM!

Aargh. Everyone seems to be studying at home now. Even the people who wants to go to poly next year seem to be studying for mid course. What is this?! I'm doooomed. I'll disappoint my family. I'll disappoint my aunts, uncles, my cousin who's teaching me, teachers from sec school. I'll be ashamed to go back now!

What is happening to me? I didn't use to be like this though. I dunno... I dun have the motivation at all to study. I wonder why. And there's this nagging thought in my head. Keeps me on my toes... Hope I get over that soon. My life's a mess! Even thought about death. I don't count myself as suicidal, just... I dunno. I wonder how life will be like without Nick Oh in the world... Something like that... Yea something...



One And Only

Feat Fall Out Boy


(Timbaland)

I'm head over heels for someone I
that I really cant' deal with
I wanna block her from my mind
but I really can't do it
I tell myself this the last time
Ima let her do this to me
Whenever we do spend time I realize
that I can't get enough of you.

(Bridge)
Wipe that smile off your f**king face,
[then i say to u]
Wipe that smile off your face.
[then i say to u]
Wipe that smile off your f**king face,
[then i say to u]
Wipe that smile off your face.

(Chorus)
To be despised, to be loved.
To be dreamt of, to be sought.
On the inside I don't care
Right in the middle,
I'm right in the middle
To be despised, to be loved.
To be dreamt of, to be sought.
On the inside I don't care
Be my unholy, my one and my lonely.

(Verse 2)
I wear scarves and hoods cause it's the only poker face that I've got left
And everything I love about you is a mess
Smash the mirror and break the palm reader's hands
I want to be better than I am.

(Bridge)
Wipe that smile off your f**king face,
[then i say to u]
Wipe that smile off your face.
[One And Only lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

[then i say to u]
Wipe that smile off your f**king face,
[then i say to u]
Wipe that smile off your face.

(Chorus)
To be despised, to be loved.
To be dreamt of, to be sought.
On the inside of I don't care
Right in the middle,
I'm right in the middle
To be despised, to be loved.
To be dreamt of, to be sought.
On the inside of I don't care
Be my unholy, my one and my lonely.

(Verse 3)
Girl just look what you done,
How could you do this to me?
I gotta put my foot down,
I can't let you do this to me.
I can't forget those good old times,
and all those things you were doing to me.
I wanna hit that one more time,
I'm in love with what you're doin to me.
Ima say it loud
right, right, left, up in this crowd
Why we arguin'?
I thought me and you were suposta be friends.
Let's chill for a minute,
Better yet, we needta heal for a minute.
Baby, put down the knife,
sometime I wanna save your life...[but I'm coool]

(Chorus)
To be despised, to be loved.
To be dreamt of, to be sought.
On the inside I don't care
Right in the middle,
I'm right in the middle
To be despised, to be loved.
To be dreamt of, to be sought.
On the inside I don't care
Be my unholy, my one and my lonely.

Describes my mood...

LEET WORLD!!!

LEET WORLD!!!


Good evening peeps! I'm here again and I'm pumped about something! Woots yes! Its friggin' awesome and I'm sooo glad I stumbled upon it. OMG I just LOVE IT! What is it you say? Hmm its...


LEET WORLD!

What is Leet World you ask? Well my amigos, it is a story based around models from Counter Strike: Source the game. Where four Terrorists and four Counter Terrorists were picked to live in a house and we wonder what will happen to them. It is like a reality show. Here's a trailer of Leet World. If you like the trailer, you'll love the coming episodes! It's really really good! I've kinda squeezed it here in my blog so it would be better if you watched it from youtube itself to enjoy it fully.




Well that's all I can say. Really up to you! I've been gettin my good doses of endorphins three hours ago and I haven't laughed this much before. Thank you producers of Leet World! I love you! Haha! ENJOY. Its so goood!



Laugh and Live!

Ice Ice Baby

Ice Ice Baby


Crap, last thursday, mum spoke to me. One to one. And when that happens, it's not really a good thing. I couldn't believe how long she could go on for. Yadda yadda yadda. Ack. After that, we didn't talk to each other until today. She didn't cook for me, she didn't give me my pocket money. There was one day I didn't eat at all. (fasting with my muslim friends. lol)

School's alright I suppose. Pratap and I haven't done our September break's lit essay and somehow managed to put it off till now by telling our Lit teacher that we already sent it to her email. I guess when she asks us, we'll just put on our innocent and confused faces and reply:

"Huh? Really? You didn't get it? No way! We sent it! Oh wait, maybe I didn't type your email address properly. Aww crap. alright we'll get it proper next time."

So hopefully after this, she'll somehow forget to ask us to complete our essay and we'll get away scoot free! *Rub hands in glee* Heeheehee. MASTAAA OF EXCUSES! *Thumps Chest* That's me. Geez, I could churn out tons of excuses if you want me to. Wew.

Mid course exams are coming. Which'll decide our fate. Who will go on to year 2? Who will be doooooomed and retain and face the humiliation from everyone... Everyone in your class will be a year younger while you're a year older... Nooo! The suffering! The embarrassment! Aieee! It's only, what, 2 weeks or less from now? I REALLY NEED TO STASH MY LAPPY AWAY SOMEWHERE! Sighs... Wished I knew how to play a piano or something so when I'm bored I wouldn't use the computer but play the piano instead. That'll be more productive won't it? Yea it'll be. I'm planning to start at night. My revision or just tidying up my notes. Hopefully I'll stick with my plan and actually do it. HOPEFULLY.



Pray for me my friends...
PRAY!!

Food For Thought



*Person who tagged you : Sak

*My relationship with him/her : Classmates of a class who "pons" classes as a class. Isn't that just classy?

*5 impression you have on him/her : taller than me (sadly); Funkey Monkey; Very nice person; used to thought she was too loud; She's DEADLY under the rim.

*Memorable thing she/he has done for you: Oh ho! YES I KNOW! We... Together... We... Ponned school!

*most memorable words she has said to you : Nick Oohhhhhhhh

* if she/he becomes your lover,you will : What?! That's nuts! If that happens, must be because the world has come to an END.

*if he/she becomes your enemy,you will : What?! That's nuts! She must be must be an impostor of the real person then. Yea that must be it.

the desirable thing you want do for him/her now is : Helping her lose weight. Lol! Don't whack me. Joke! I don't think you're F__ anyway! Serious.

*your overall impression of him/her is : A glowing spark.

how do you think people around you feel about you : They must think I'm a total slacker. HEYYY, I didn't use to be, you know!

*characteristics you love about urself : Falling asleep during classes almost unnoticed sometimes.

*characteristics you hate about urself : Laziness

*the most ideal person you want to be is : Nah don't think I want to be ideal. I wouldn't be me then.

for people who care and like you, say sumtink to them : Awww really? That's so nice! Thanks and I care and like you too. Really. Serious.



**pass tis quiz to 10 ppl that you wish to noe how they feel bout you :

1) Casslyn!

2) Attar Shaheeeed

3) Afiq

4) Aminnnnnn

5) Jiv

6) Sarrah

7) Jesulyn

8) Sherry

9) Jia the Genius

10) Adil

*who is no.6 having a relationship with? : Nigel! And god, they're a crazy couple!
*Is no.9 a male/female : Female definitely. How I know? Check! *Whistles*
*if no.7 and no.10 are together will be a good thing : Mm, could be. They're both smart though!
*wad no.2 studying? : Republic Poly! sports excercise science. Sounds tough.
*wen was the last time you chat wif No.3 : Acks. LONG time ago mate. Bet he misses me.
*wad type of music no.8 like : Oh. That's a tough question. Shes likes THAT sort of music. Which is some sort of music.
*does no.1 has siblings : Yes! And they're all the same sex. Must be boring eh?
*will you woo no.3 : Woo! What a question. Hmm, if I was a girl, I would! Haha.
*how about no.7 : Heh. What sort of question is this? It's a repeat! I won't answer it.
*is no.o4 single? : Ho ho yes, but I'm sure he'll find the ONE soon! He shouldn't worry!
*wads the surname of no.5 : Kalaimani I think! Say it fast! Faster! FASTER!
*wads the hobby of no.4 : DOTA! CS! And mostly, being a funny ass! HAW HAW HAW!
do no.5 and no.9 get along well : Can't tell for sure. Cause like, they haven't even met before. These are all random questions isn't it.
*where is no.2 studying : First it was WHAT. Now its where. *Sighs* REPUBLIC I SAID!
*say sumtink casual about no.1 : Don't fall sick because of work again! I'll be WORRIED.
*have you tried developing feelings for no.8 : Woah! What a question and its supposed to be made public. Nah, I won't answer this sort of question too.
*where No9 live : Serangooooon. People who lives there are all GOOONS.
*What colour no.4 likes : BLACK! Lol! Sorry no its not. I'm being a racist ass. I don't know!
*are no.1 and no.5 best friends : Umm not quite, but they're good friends.
*does no.7 like no.2 : Dunno but dun think so!
*how you get to know no.2 : Not really your business is it. But I'll talk. In sec school.
*does no.1 has any pets : Yep, that'd be ME!
*is no.7 the sexiest person in the world : *cracks up* What if I said yes?!

School's here

School's Here


Oh oh that was quick. A week's all gone now. Back to the hell hole again.

Went out with Jes one day and she tried to get me to see why I should stay in a JC and not poly. My head was heavy with what she had told me when I got back. I was even thinking about it in the shower! Kind of saw the truth in what she was trying to tell me. (KIND of. Getting there but not yet!) Thanks!

So following her advice I took things one step at a time. Today, I shall file my notes! And I will! Then tomorrow I will study! Not too much at a time! Slowly, but surely!

School was alright today. Just had to get to school by 7.30 now, instead of the usual 8. Bummer. So that means a longer first period. Noooo! Had ANOTHER GP test again. When she started dishing out the papers I was like... OMG not again! *Faints* "The last one! I promise!" She says! Hopefully.

Well there's nothing much I can say anymore. Better get started with the filing! CS isn't really that fun anymore. Hmm wonder why I think so. But I suppose that's a good thing! See you guys laterrrr.



To work I go!
Hey Ho!

Sneak Peek

Sneak Peek

Ahh finally it's the holidays! Teacher's day on friday was alright. Hmm wasn't as much fun as when I was in secondary school though. It was the usual routine, ACES day workout, precious time with the teacher (only thing I enjoyed was the Hershey's Chocolates!) and then a performance put up by the students. All the same. *Yawn*

At first, Heelim and I were supposed to skip school that day, so we could go back to our secondary school instead but in the end, (for reason I know now) he wanted to go to school. At the end of the day we didn't even try to skip school earlier and we couldn't go back to our secondary school. DAMN YOU HEELIM! But we had fun. Met up with our old friends at a cyber cafe and had fun playing CS and DOTA.

Amin and co was funny! It's hilarious sticking around with them. God, I haven't had such a laugh since... Since never! God, you guys sure are FUNNEH! Decided to crash at my place afterwards, which happened to be invaded by a gang of girls. Rounded them up and got them to go before my mates came up. In the evening all of us met up with the rest at the usual (the court) before heading home when the lights went out. It was a nice day!

Nothing much happened over the weekends. Stayed over at my grans@amk. Cousin went ballistic cause I told him it was too late to play DOTA on my lappy. *rolls eyes* Sunday passed pretty quickly.

Went to see Cass this morning! FINALLY! Haven't seen her for AGES! Missed her presence! Felt so nice seeing her again. Tried to spend some quality time with her before she headed off to work at IMM. (works for a donut shop. MMMM DONUTS...) Really wished we had more time for each other. Her working hours are pretty long. And with me in school, its hard for us to meet up especially since she works on the weekends too. Bummer cass! Oh! Heard some dude's diggin' her. WTF?! Get away from her you ass! Before I shove my hands down your throat, rip through your chest, tear out your heart, cook it as dinner for the family's guinea pig, Stitch and hopefully watch your body shrivel slowly in hell. Hope your balls get cooked first. Can't wait to see it go POP!

I just had my maths tuition just now. Pretty brain dead right now. Dad's going NUTS! Went so far as to put these contraption thingy on the power socket so it'll cut off electricity to the router JUST to restrict my internet usage.

What the F___?!

Kind of pissed at that. How far they go to control me...




Wished holidays were forever....

Wew!

Wew!

What a day today was! It wasn't such a bad day actually. Couldn't believe I wanted to skip school. Woah if I did, I'll be wasting precious cash on an MC. I was dreading econs because I haven't done any work but it turned out to be alright. Teacher didn't check on work so thank god.

The most interesting lesson of the day turned out to be lit. You wouldn't believe it if I told you! We were watching a film adapted from our text, "The Handmaids Tale" and really... Err how to put it short. Hmm anyway, look it up wiki and you'll probably get the plot. Let me try to shorten it, I'll tell you the better parts. There's this "ceremony" in the story where it really is sex but with three people instead. So yer, they had this part in the film... However, they only filmed the top half of them having sex. (Though in the end they ended up filming them whole body but it wasn't much anyway.) BUT the best part was the one the lady who got F__ked went hysterical and started stripping out all her clothes and opened the window. THEN we got a glimpse of her boobies! (Nothing much really...) EVERYONE in the lecture hall was laughing like nuts!

We got to say the F___ word in a poem we were reading last time and now... Porn? Wow... Literature SURE is interesting... I

got out of the lecture theatre feeling a bit restricted in my pants somehow... I wonder why...

POP (pursuit of passion) was BORING. Only 6 of us from class anyway. Naturally 0743B did their thing. We left halfway!

Got home and did my EoM. Felt amazed I actually did and completed it. *Pats back* well done nick... YES finally tomorrow will be the last day of lessons before the holidays! Can't wait! Going to sharpen my shooting skills now! Bye!



Cough Cough
Restricted huh...

Another Day In Hell

Another Day in Hell

Woke up late again. By the time I got ready for school it was 9.35am already. SO I amde up my mind to miss school liike I did the other time. Purposely walked slwoly to school hoping to NOT reach there by 9.50. Mmm got there alittle earlier than I wanted but oh well. Decided to sit it out and waste time. Called home but mum insisted me on going to school. BUMMER. I might as well go to school on time and NOT have to run. All sweaty and stuff...

In school now in the library. Planning to skip the morning's first 2 lessons. Sgihs... Three more days to go before holidays. Seems so looong. Frigging hate school. I checked the poly courses yesterday. Really keen on Pychology. Very interesting. I think I meet the courses requirements and I was kinda happy until one of my poly friends told me that they only took in 40 students this year. I was like. WHAT THE F---?! There it goes... Down the drain. Man... Then I just closed my eyes and started to think. What if i put psychology as my first choice but I don't make it... What then? AM I going to waste another yaer in this school? Should I start doing something now JUST in case I can't enter my course? I started to think a lot. And I realised I really should start preparing for the summer test and make sure I have backup.

SHIT

Sighs... Well I followed my secondary school friend and fellow DX clan mate to sim lim square yesterday to get his CS game so he can FINALLY play in a proper server. We had a few rounds of CS in a lan shop with heelim and his friend. Got them hard! DX clan is good! You watch out peoples! LOL. Sim lim square.. my god. It was all IT IT IT. I love that place! It was Amin's and mine first time there. Awesome experience. Was so cool! Went to a few shops to look for the game and they had different prices. OBVIOUSLY we went for the cheaper one. The nice thing was, the dude in charge of the store gave Amin a discount when he didn't even ask for one. It was like... "For you 28." (Originally it was 29.90) Then I smacked my forehead. GEEZ, we could've gotten it cheaper if we tried to haggle! Damn we're noobs. But hey it was fun anyways. I also realised that I like to spend a lot of money. When I left the house, I had 30 in my pocket. When I got home, I was left with 6. OMG. Most of it was spent on LAN gaming. But still, I was shocked at how much I could spend at a go. I always thought I was thrifty...

Still have 40 mins to go... Gonna bumm it out.



Indecision

Salvation

Salvation

The holidays are coming! The holidays are coming! Prepare yourself men! Clear your tables of clutter! Hook up your PC to the nearest power point! Get ready a comfortable chair and have drinks and food near you! We shall battle terrorists for days on! WE SHALL!!

Haha! Yess four more days before the holidays come! But damn, sure is short though. Only a week. BOO HOO HOO! Sucks. I haven't touched any work at all for a long time. Dad put up this stupid broadband usage schedule thingy right in front of my desk. (Have I mentioned this before?) Its super annoying. At first I thought it was going to be ok. At least I'll have time to do work. But then, when the time comes for him to switch off the router, he switches it off FIVE MINUTES early! What the hell? THE SCHEDULE dammit! The schedule! Follow it! Aargh! I can't stand looking at that schedule. It even has a quote on it. "Never mistake online activity as achievement." WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?!

Sighs. Never mind... I just heard from my clan leader (for Counter-Strike), Dexter, that we're going to have our first ever clan match!! OMG! That's so cool! I was so pumped!! AND, its going to be against one of the best CS clan online! r][p! RIP. OMG OMG OMG. How how how?! And I heard also that one of my super pro online cs friend ALSO has decided to join our clan. Siner! He's my personal CS trainer (or sensei as he rather me call him). How wicked is that?! I'm still so excited now... Wew!

Ok anyway, CS aside. I haven't seen Cass since friday. Even on friday, saw her only for a short while. Bummer. Man holidays please come sooner! Wonder how's she faring now. No more Internet at home. No more maple. I'm sure she'll feel as if she might be better off dead without maple fuelling her life. (acks maple... *Pukes*) ^^ Hope she finds a job soon so she won't be wasting time at home.

Damn, got lit work to do. Sighs. Should I? Should I?

AARGH.



What a retard.

Life... Is nuts.

God, days past by so quickly. Soon another week will be gone and we'll be left with 4-5 weeks before the mid course exams are upon us. SIGHS. JC life sure is fast paced. BUT I guess complaining won't be helping me much huh. GIVE ME A MIRACLE SOMEONE! I miss secondary school life...

Cass... Poor her! Not going to well with her family. Wish I could do more to help her. So soon or rather from today onwards, she won't be attending school anymore. Anyways I think her parents are kind of unreasonable. After the first three months she has decided to go poly instead but her parents insisted that she MUST go to JC. I mean I understand the part that it'll be easier to be admitted in Uni but then, if she's forced against her will, won't that be worse? Now, her mum's infuriated that she wants to quit school and so, wants Cass to find a job within a FRIGGING day (which is so impossible) and relieve her of half her job's salary. My god. Which mother would do that? She even banned Cass from touching the computer... That's evil. Way to evil...

Well, I hope she's doing well. Tried my best to keep her happy whenever I'm with her! Cass, don't worry too much! I'm here for you and so are your friends! You can do it! Believe in yourself! I do!

I guess everyone will have problems. I have this stupid econs question sitting right in front of me and I'm thinking... Should I? Shouldn't I? "Focus Nick focus!" That's what Cat says anyways... aargh! So hard! Even thought of skipping school tomorrow. No! Cannot! Sighs. Skipped too many things.

WHAT THE F___'s wrong with me?!



Do you know...
Do you know what it feels like?

Life.Crumbling.

I'm so tired of school. Tired of endless test. Tired of everything.

Lay me down to sleep endlessly. I pray. End this torment.

Crying it out I feel like...



leave me be...

Tiresome.Bothersome.

Tiresome.Bothersome.

So very tired. Very very tired. My eyes... I look like a panda. Must be all that Hello Panda! I've been consuming. Finally got to me. Urgh.

Woke up feeling all frustrated and stuff. Couldn't believe that the weekends was all over so soon. Celebrated grandma's birthday over at my place. Mum cooked up a storm! Plenty of food brought over. I love the fudge the most! If only they were dipped in chocolates. That'll be perfect! Mmm. Well finally joined a CS Clan. DX. Nice clan! Didn't regret joining it. Has a great Clan Leader too. Dexter. He's real smart. From Raffles and all. But is very modest and friendly. We have our own webpage too! Do visit if you're interested in a clan! Its www.dx-cz.com.tk Very nice! Revamped and all.

Sunday. Boring day. I called off maths tuition. Partly cause i've got work to do for monday and also because I've barely touched my homework. I feel tons guilty though. Been putting off for weeks. That's all I'm good at. Sighs... Must get to it soon. I'm at a crossroad now. Stuck in the centre. I've neither decided to head for poly nor stay in JC. Undecided. A dangerous thing. A man must make and stick with his decision. I think I'm just scared. Scared of making the wrong choice. Scared of what'll happen if I do. Parents keep going on about how expensive poly will be. Not that I have no clue but... Oh well. Also how I'll waste a year. I don't see how exactly a year can mean so much. At most I'll marry at a later age? (But isn't that what everyone in Singapore is doing?) It all boils down to whether I can support my parents or not... As I found out. My dad says he probably can't keep funding me for every semester if I am in poly. I understand, but I'll probably go work part time too to make ends meet. Not that selfish anyways.

So yea, this morning. Terrible. I was so angry against everything. I was literally bristling with anger. I felt I could've bitten anyone's head off in the morning if they managed to piss me off. I felt so much anger and frustration towards school, the lessons, the teachers, classmates. I don't know why. Just felt that way. Doesn't exactly mean I HATE HATE my classmates. They're nice people and all. I don't know...

It's going to be a bad bad week. Didn't understand a SHIT for econs... As usual. Didn't do History homework. Probably going to flunk my GP test. (I had no clue there was one anyways. Plus left an eight mark question blank.) THEN, just when I thought the day couldn't get any worser than this, I just found out there was a Lit test in the evening from 5 to 7 pm. NUTS! Aargh. I wanted to let it all out that time. I wanted to free myself from the earth. I wish I had wings. I really want a pair of beautiful wings... Sighs. In the end, I skipped Lit Test. I think I've got a pretty good excuse. "Oh sorry! I went home to sleep for a while because the test started at 5. But I somehow overslept! sorry! I'll do it later if you like."

Tada, master of excuses I am. Sighs. Well still have MORE test to go. Can't possible run away from all of them. CRAPORAMA.


The tests keep coming...
When will I stop drowning...

On That Day

On That Day

Woke up, played a bit of CS the got ready to go to parent's friend's open house. They were all vegetarian! Sweet eh? The barbecue was all vegetarian too. Imagine that! Bet you guys have NEVER ever been to one before. I think that was my first too! There was tons to eat! Very delumptious too. The sweet and sour "pork" somehow DID taste like pork. Yummy.

Cass's birthday celebration was fun! For me at least. ( I don't know what your standard of fun is...) We met up at her place first. Parents dropped me off at her house. OK, now, this is something new for me. The parents dropping me off bit. Perhaps, they are starting to accept the fact that I have a girfriend? Slowly slowly... Well it's been almost 5 years already. But anyways, kinda cool!

Bought her this miniature water dispenser thingy at causeway. Pretty useful I think. For her. CASS drink more water please! Especially now since you have that thingy I got you. Got More Than Words to wrap it up for me. And in the end, it was this huge wrapped up thing. Pretty big. Almost up to my waist from the floor up. Felt somewhat weird lugging it around in causeway. But oh well! At least she liked it! Went to catch Rush Hour 3 afterwards. MY GOD, it was hilarious! We were laughing 80% of the time! Serious! Chris Tucker was soooo funny. My god, hope rush hour 4 comes out. Chan had his moments too. Lol. Though he wasn't fighting much. Age caught up with him. But damn, he and chris sure make a pair! NG was good too. LOL. I wonder how it's like to be around Chris Tucker!?

All of us decided to head back to where Cass's place was and played pool. Think it was my... What, third time playing it? Yea. Felt kind of retarded aiming and shooting. Wow, but Casslyn... My god. She was pro! For the first few round that is.. (hah! I was just warming up Cass!) She was good! Her shot was strong. Aim was straight. Suprised me! And she said she only played it twice... RIIIGHT. The pros... They always lie.

The day ended nicely! (Real niiiice. *wink*) Heh heh. Mmm people should have TWO birthdays. What fun!



Birthday Bash!!

Littlest Things

Littlest Things

Met upon a temporary road block in my love life. One of which rarely appears. It was one which I should've seen coming! Oh how could I not see it. It was right smack in front of me. Sighs. Nick Nick... It's time to open your eyes boy!

My god. I should have realised how sensitive the male counterparts are. Like a rose perhaps? Mmm yea. All the little things seems to add up to the overall effect when you're in love. A little bit of this, a little bit of that. Here and there. Just do those and I'm sure we 2 will be happy. Darn, took me long enough to realise it. Every little thing counts in love! I'm so sorry Cass. Forgive me. I know I know!

Ooo, tomorrow's Cass's birthday! Excellent! The thing I wanted to get for her, I hope its still there! Acks, knew I should have gotten it earlier. Yea why didn't I. *scratches chin* NICK YOU ARE AN ASS. Aargh, must go to causeway in the morning to check it out. Worst case scenario: find something just as nice! Hope its still there. Please let it be there please let it be there... Think we (cass and friends and me) are decided to go ice skating! Woo! Haha. At the end, I'm sure there'll be tons of sore bums. Need a massage Cass? Lol!

Just got back from hanging out in Malaysia with my family. It was not bad. Had quite a bit to see. Stuff to buy too. Sis reaped the most out of the whole thing. All those girly things, an earphone, Stitch toys and whatnot. (she's a stitch fanatic my sister is.) Spent more than 20 bucks I think. What did I get? Haha. I bought three games for my PS2. Call of Duty 3, FFXII, and one more I can't seem to remember. Hmm its all good games though. All pirated but! I thought it'll be easy to get through the customs since I've already done it before, which I did by taking out the discs from their packets and stuffing it into the deep pockets of my baggy jeans. It didn't sound the sensors last time. However, I wasn't so luck this time though.

When I made it past the sensors and was picking up my bag, when I suddenly noticed that there was HELL A LOT of police around. I picked out a guard carrying an MP5 even. Aargh. I suddenly felt kinda awkward walking. Felt that maybe the discs in my pockets were obtruding a bit? JUST as I was about to make it past the gates...

"Come here boy" said, no not said, ORDERED one of the elder female officer.

She patted me down. (NEVER in a million years would I imagine that I would be PATTED down like those criminals in the crime shows by a police officer. NEVER!) And she asked me to remove the discs in my pockets. I removed it. Of course I did. I told her it was my games. She got me to remove my bag and started to go through it. I didn't hide anymore in my bag. I only buy maximum THREE discs. When she was done, she returned my discs and told me I should leave the discs in my bag and declare it when it goes through the scanner. Much safer that way. At most they'll just give me a warning that's all. PHEW. I was pretty cool about it though. The female officer was a nice lady! Thank my lucky stars!

So got back, dead tired and sis is bugging to use my lappy. I will go and bathe. (and masturbate while I bathe so sis will be able to use my com longer. ISN'T THAT WHAT YOU WANT JOY.)

AND HELL NO, I'm not going to masturbate.. YOU SICK PEOPLE...


Patted down... Sighs

Dilemma

Dilemma


Aargh, I want to join a Clan in Counter Strike. A clan is like a community of members together. So yea my problem is, WHICH ONE?

Ok here's a breakdown of each clan.
First we have the -----> =D-X= Clan

Umm this clan's pretty new. Was made official on 7th of July 2007. 777. The good thing about this clan is that, its new and doesn't have much members, so I guess it'll be easy to get recruited. I was already asked to join before and I'd probably be the 3rd member to enter or something. It's a pretty friendly clan too. The admin, Dexter, (lol nice name) is from Raffles (woot!) and he's really nice person. The tag's pretty cool too. Here's what it'll look like with my IGN.

=D-X= [N]ick My Knickers!!


Second we have the -----> [StOrM] Clan

This clan's been around for quite some time now. For five years already? Since 2002. And they're homepage is pretty nice. It's all official looking with a "Clan Vision." Very much like a company with a vision. They've got some pretty good players in there. Storm is established and has quite a lot of members. 97 now I think. Most of the people there are friendly and nice. Its a nice "stormie family"! Lol. Kinda interested in joining this one. They have sub divisions of the clan too. Like [StOrM] Cls or [StOrM] plns. Cls = Crisis Strike and plns = Pain and Suffering. Since they've got so many members, makes sense to have sub groups. Here's what the tag will look like with my name.

[StOrM] - [N]ick My Knickers!!


Thirdly we have -------> r][p` Clan (RIP as in Rest In Peace)

Ahh this one I'm not sure when it came about. Must be quite new I think. NOW THIS ONE, is a clan with STANDARD. Everytime I play a server with their members in it, usually their members are the ones with the top frags. They're pretty quiet when we play unlike storm. Quiet and dangerous. Woo! Sounds wicked! Some members of note are Wing, Unpro5 and some I can't remember. Unpro5 is really a nice person. I've been asking those pros how they shoot so well, and usually they can't be bothered to tell me. But not unpro5! He's nice! Those 2 have defected from Storm to r][p`. Makes you wonder why. Quite interested in joining too. They have trials though and I'm sure it'll be tough. Tag with my name

r][p` <[Nick My Knickers!]>


Lastly, the clan ---------------> dmz! (not sure how it was again.)

Not too sure if I got their clan name right. Don't see them around much but I have a nice friend from there. HFZ. Again, they're like r][p`, quiet quiet. Since I started to play CS, only seen like a couple of them play. Even so, they're like r][p`. Of a very good standard. Maybe even better? Not sure. My interest in this clan is alright I guess. Not very keen but still interested. As I'm not sure how their tag looks like I won't put it with my name.

So, 4 clans which I am interested in. HOW?! I kinda submitted my application for Storm and they sent an email to my inbox telling me to choose a username and password for the storm webpage. I suppose if I reply, I'll be in already. But I've heard "stuff" that they bann innocent gamers. Maybe they were too good for them that's why they thought the ppl were hacking? Or maybe they WERE hacking? We will never know will we. Oh man. r][p` will be hard to get into. So will dmz! =D-X= is a nice clan but not very established yet. I could join, but what if I can enter r][p` and I quit that clan halfway? I'll feel bad for Dexter, since I already turned down his offer once.

Once again, tough tough choice. Sighs... Soon soon!


Patience...

No!

No!

School wasn't really fun today. (But then again, when was school ever fun?) Econs lecturer screamed at us today at our "atrocious attendance." *Shrugs* Oh well, can't help it. It's in the blood I suppose.

Skipped literature tutorial because I haven't prepared my presentation yet and I knew I'd have more time now cause I won't be having an lessons till next week. Yessss. Took the extra time I had to study a bit for GP vocab test. Ahh wished we had more tests like that. Not so stressful. Actually I thought it was quite fun. We should have more more!

Had to sit outside of the classroom during History cause we weren't done with work that was supposed to be handed up long time ago. (Hey, I was planning to do it.) Oh well, at least I managed to finish! Ha, thought it was alright. Wonder how much I'd get. Acks, when that was done, another one came in. Sheesh.

DC called for a short PW meeting. Ahh, I see we (my PW group) have suddenly become serious. (Is that a good thing? Hmm I-) Says group will report anyone found out not doing their work or handing up work on time to our Supervising Tutor (ST) who's most probably going to dish out Insufficient Progress Forms. Sighs. Feeling kinda frustrated now. Was assigned to do work but I have absolutely NO idea how to begin. How to begin "Methodology." Read the PW notes and saw the lecture slides. But it didn't answer HOW to start. Geez. I'm lost. Someone help me please...

I guess I just got to crap something up. Since they're not clear. Don't blame me! I tried doing what I think was right!




You won't like me when I'm angry

I am Born

I am Born.

So yea, haha I'm happy to say I've finally finished my EoM for PW! Yess! But then Cat forgot to bring it, cause she printed it for me. Haha, its ok. Thank you anyway! Friday was a good day. Not just cause it was my birthday but Friday IS a good day!

Oh yea, wait till I tell you what happened on Thursday. I was set not to attend economics tutorial which is the last period of the lesson. In order NOT to attend, I have to NOT attend lecture in the morning, just in case, my tutor is there. (And she was, she was the lecturer herself. PHEW) ALSO, since I wasn't attending any econs related lessons, I could not attend assembly, for she might see me! Haha, so the only lesson I wanted to attend was chinese, BUT DAMN, just as I wanted to attend Chinese lesson, my teacher didn't come. BUMMER. Totally huh? In the end, there was no lessons for me to attend. Might as well not come to school!

You ask me why.
I tell you... It's for me to know and for you to find out yea?

So Friday, Kian Liang gave me this big big pack of pandas! Woot! Thanks man. Hope you see this. Or if you ever do read my blog. THANKS. Basketball for PE was fun, as always. We were divided into three groups. My group was alright. The teams were even spread. Haha but even so, we lost our first game. BECAUSE MR KOH WAS LEFT UNMARK. I should've just jumped at him and commit a foul. Afterall, he can't complain, it is MY birthday. MUAHAHAHA. Saksballs was on JW's team. And everyone thought she's going to be a danger. BUT phew, luckily I was tehre! (Hahaha!) Intercepted passes. Overall it was a nice class game. Played ABC for a bit with Ugin and Saksballs. Ho trashed their ass! (Sorry friends, can't help it, I'm goood. Lol kidding.)

Spent as much time as I could with Cass before I headed home. Got a nice lovely card from her. Appreciated it! Could tell she took time to do it. Thank you! Originally we decided to catch a movie. The Simpsons. However, realised by the time the movie ended, it'd be too late for me. DAMN. So we went to have lunch instead. Wasn't bad, finished up Cass's unfinished dough meal thingy which she couldn't finish. It was nice spending time with her. Afterwards, headed home to slack before going to Night Safari which I presumed it'd be a bit boring.

Got back, then got ready to go Night Safari. Second time going there. Wasn't much to see anyways. Always the usual. Animal show, and tram ride. The tram ride was nice enough. There was a nice nice breeze. OH yea, you know when you are on the tram, they'll always have a person pointing out the different animals on both sides of the trams? Well there was this guy, who had such a nice voice! I didn't believe he was Singaporean. He had such a nice accent! Mm, mum says they have training before they can do this. Wow, I want to speak like him! So soothing! Yea!

Went to this cool shop which had these fluorescent lights. You know, those when you stand underneath, any white part of your shirts or pants or shoes, it'll light up. Like its glowing? Ya that one. Super cool! I know I'm going to have those lights in my room next time. Here it is!


Saw this fat ass hippo. And it was FAT. Really fat. My, wonder how it feels like to smack it real hard. I bet if you slapped the FAT ass hippo hard enough, you'll probably see ripples going through its fat. Lol! What a sight that'll be. Got home around 11+ and slept pretty early cause I was bummed out.

Had PTM (parent-teacher-meeting) today. And couldn't be good. I knew I was right. I was so annoyed with dad. Kept repeating the same thing to the teacher we saw.

"You see ah, Nick is always in front of the computer from 4-12."
"Nick is always online straight after he comes back from school."

Nick this Nick that. Nick has been online for 4-12. Does he have to be so specific? Grr. They went to see Ms Yap (Lit) too. She said I should speak up more often and learn how to seek help. Said I am able to get a B for lit. Really? I must've lost my spark somewhere. On the way to the canteen, Cat passed me my birthday gift. MORE PANDAS! Woot! Haha. THANK YOU AGAIN! HOOT HOOT!

Parents decided to talk to me at the canteen. To really lay down the "plans". What I should do from now to mid course. They weren't really scolding or lecturing me anymore. It's past that since I'm 17 already. Dad already said he won't scold me anymore. Says he's refraining from doing it. Good! Finally... But still, I didn't like what they wanted to me to. Not "want want" but like encourage me to do. Ok I didn't meant to get so upset, I guess I just need time to absorb it. Wasn't really in a good mood after that.

Today's Angela's birthday. And tomorrow's Jiv's birthday. It's a chain birthday for the three of us. The 3rd, 4th, and 5th. haha nice. Should really be off to the bbq now. Oh wells. Kinda lazy. But Cass wants me to be there early. Ok. This is where I end. Oh yea, THANK YOU ALL for the gifts! Tissue papers, foolscap, pandas! Love it all.



Escape...

Better Never than Late

Better never than late.

Haha, better not get a yellow form than be late. Well that's what happened this morning. Was woken up by dad in the morning. Went to the toilet, came back and WHAM, back to sleep I went. Actually, I sorta knew what time it was and knew that I had to wake up if not I'll be late. But then I thought of my unfinished EoM (Evaluation of Materials -PW) and I did not really want to go to school, though I would very much like to see the hilarious antics of Mr P.

Mum woke me up though. And I put on my acting mask and pretended to rush. Slipped on my top half of my uniform and my stubborn pants refused to let me zip it up. (No, it's not that my **** is too big.) Walked quickly to school and at around 7.50 I realised it'll be futile to rush towards the gate as I'll never make it. And I already had no intention of attending school that day. (*Looks around furtively* TEACHERS, I know you are out there. Watching watching... But you may not use this as proof of my tardiness!)

Got home and relaxed a bit then I suddenly realised its TUESDAY. And I have a literature presentation to prepare for tomorrow. DANG! *puts on excuse cap* Hmm. Now what excuse should I give. That'll buy me... 4 days to do it. Ha! Great! Now I just need to do my history and finish my EoM and I can relax! Woot!

Dad came home very early today and I knew it couldn't be good. Spoiled my day again. Everything was fine with mum around until he came. All he does is nag at me.

"Oi! Why you not in school? Why you always in front of the laptop? I'm going to put a timer on the router. You tell me when you need it then I on."

WTH. How can he do that? And he doesn't believe me that I do PW work at least once everyday. (Dothika - Don't laugh. I DO read a bit you ass... Grr) And he wants to check with my teacher. I wonder if the meet the parent session falling on a day which I have a tuition is a good thing or not. I mean, if I WAS there, my parents can't do anything that'll make me lose face. But if I WASN'T there, then I don't have to face the interrogation which I'm sure will come after meeting my teacher. DAMN. Tough.

Ok folks, going to have no oodles noodles and got a dad who's hell bent on being my secretary, arranging time slots for me to do work...


And beyond...

Another Week

Another Week.

Oh how time flies. A week is gone, the weekends are here, the weekend is not here anymore. So quick! So quick! Wish I could slow things down a bit! Woot, birthday is coming. Just need to get through ANOTHER week of school before I turn 17!

Mum decided to celebrate my birthday a week earlier at Gran's cause it'll be meaningless if I celebrate it a day later next week. Oh and haha! Finally got my PS2 memory card! FINALLY! Woot! YESss, thank you SQ! I finally can save my game! My birthday cake was kinda...

"Small."

But oh well. Can't complain since I received so much $$$ *rubs fingers together* Heh heh! 96 dollars altogether! Woo, never got THAT much money before. And I've still yet to get it from my parents and other gran! Haha. BUT of course I'm going to save it. I put 70+ away in the bank and the rest I'll spend it on stuff.

It's been raining for the past five days. Nice! I actually have to use the blanket for once. Sighs, school starts tomorrow and I have to somehow live through the week again. But there's my birthday to look forward I suppose. I just finished playing Counter Strike online and DAMN, am I pissed at one of the person I was playing against. He's IGN (in game name) was "TeaBag."

UBER annoying.

For no apparent reason, he keeps insulting me.
Stuff like:" Nick, you so F___ing lame."
"Nick, you so noob. So stupid"

I mean, COME ON, what did I do to you?! I tried to be friendly with you yet you're like this to me. GOD. Some people... Geez. I was glad though, that some of them was on my side. And I managed to put a bullet through his head. Haha! Take that you stupid Teabag. Go dip yourself in the toilet bowl!

Wokay, he's not there in that server anymore. Think I'm going to play a few more rounds. Shoot more heads...


To infinity...

Recap

Operation: Flee School

So you were updated about what I did on Tuesday. "The Great Escape." As you know, if you skipped school you have to produce something to explain to your teacher your absence correct?

1) A Parent's Letter
2) An Medical Certificate

Number one is DEFINITELY OUT. I could forge it but my handwriting's so easy to tell. So that leaves us with nuuuummbeerrr 2! Ha! I couldn't believe it, Saksballs ALSO didn't go to school. AND she ALSO didn't go for the economics test. (Ho ho, I wonder who it was who said she if she DID miss school, she'll still go for the test.) Met up with Saksballs at the polyclinic and while I was waiting for my turn, I thought up of my illness. Ahh, EUREKA! My body feels itchy. The doctor, she was a nice lady. I told her why I was here and she asked me to stand next to the bed thingy. Next, she closed the curtains around me and told me to take off my pants.

Take off my pants?! --GASPS-- The horror...

But she's the DOCTOR. So I did. I partly took off my pants then the doc did the rest. I heard her outside putting on gloves (at this point I was thinking. Is she going to stick her hand in my ass?) and applying something on the gloves. She came in and reached towards my waist. Is my butt that BAD? Do you need so much protection?! She pulled down my underwear. SHE PULLED DOWN MY UNDERWEAR. Read that thrice! SHE. The female doctor. PULLED DOWN MY UNDEWEAR. OMG. She walked to my other side and for a moment I thought she was going to check...

PHEW. Finally she was done and I could have my pants back up now. Got my prescription and went to collect the meds with Saksballs. Afterwards we planned to have lunch, but Saksballs wasn't very hungry so we decided to head over to my place instead. (To show "PROOF" that I WAS indeed in school.) On the way there though, there was a large flock of pigeon on the field of grass next to us. I had this sudden urge to run through them and I told Saksballs about it. LOL, what a sight it'll be and did she knows that. She whipped out her phone and POOF, I was running like a retard (or as Saksballs says F___tard) around the field chasing away the poor pigeons. Though I may look like some idiot to the auntie walking past but I felt sooo FREE for once! No more worries. Haven't felt that way since I was back in Australia. Nice feeling... The fat pigeons were sloooww. If I ran faster, I could've grabbed one of them then perhaps release it again shouting "For PEACE" at the same time. LOL.

So when we did reach my place, mum didn't suspect anything. (Hope she's not reading this. If you are... NOOOO I didn't mean to. There was just TOO much work to do!!) It was a funny day though.

Oh yea, I just knew that Cass is withdrawing from school. She has decided. Well if she's happy I'm happy too! As long as she's happy... Hope her family respects her decision too and understand what she's going through.



To rock this town...

Oops! I did it again!

Oops! I did it again!

Ha, I didn't go to school today. Well part of the reason was cause I didn't feel that I was breathing right and the other part of the reason was because I didn't feel like going to school. I don't want another "Insufficient Progress Form" which I have TWO already. Third one and you're out! I didn't tell my parents about it cause they'll reprimand me for not taking better care of myself.

So to make everything seem normal, I took the usual route to school, but altered my course halfway. I stopped underneath my block and removed my school clothes, only left the pants on. Was wearing the shirt I always had there. I stayed at the void deck for quite a while cause I was waiting for cass to get to causeway first. (she's super nice! Was willing to company me! ^^ 520!) So yea, the thing is, while I was waiting, my GOD DAMN PARENTS just walked past me and then they suddenly whipped themselves around and assaulted me with so many questions!

Eh why are you still haven't go to school yet? How come you're not in uniform? Are you planning on skipping school?!

I thought up of an excuse (was quite amazed at how fast the human mind thinks) that I am going to pass something to my friend who wasn't going to school. I'm not sure if they bought it. They just took one look at me and went on their way. I bet they were discussing whether I was going to skip school. And I bet, I'll be faced with an interrogation when I get back. Sighs. I hate my life at this point of the year.

Met up with cass at outside the library and at one point of time, I heard someone cough whose cough sounded SO much like my dad and I could've sworn my heart skipped a beat. Serious. I was turning this way and that, scouring for a good place to hide. My god, MY PARENTS SCARE ME. How many of you have parents that terrify you?! NONE right?

Well I brought my lappy here to use. Using it now and Cass's right in front of me playing my DS. (OH I just figured out how to play videos on it! YESSS) Trying to start (or rather finish) Project Work. Well I suppose I better get started. Wonder what you guys are doing in school now... Hmm.

To escape this hell.