Feeling Good

Feeling Good


Ahh still feeling high from the ball game just now. Wew. I FEEL GOOD. REAL GOOD. I was OWNING! GRR. AARGH! RAWR!!

I didn't win any games today but still, I was on fire! I was the ultimate defence! I was the human fly swatter. Swat swat swat and watch the ball go bye bye! Rawr! Gosh. I feel so good. I can tell the people who play with me do respect my skills. I respect theirs as well! It was altogether a good game today. Sis did well too! Well done! Kudos to you! We all tried our best and it turned out pretty well though we didn't win. Close game! 10-11.

FEEL MY WRATH. I DARE you to step into my territory. COME and feel my POWAAAAA.

Haha. Alright enough!

Heelim matie came over to my place today cause heard his plan for the day got messed up. It was good he came over, just felt that I should have given myself a kick on the butt because I should have talked to him more instead of playing games! Lol. Oh well, school's going to start, should have time. I suppose.

OH! I... Finally... Got... My... Own... ATM CARD! WOO HOO! Best Christmas gift ever! Lol. I hope I'll be depositing more than I am withdrawing. Yes! *Prances Around* I've got an ATM card, I've got an ATM card!

This year's Christmas Celebrations was freaking awesome! It was one of the best compared to the previous years. Spirits were lively! Everyone was having fun! No mahjong and no attention devoted entirely to the world of tiles. It was just super! =) Gosh, haven't had THAT much fun since... Since never! Ho ho, next week there's a bbq party for my cousins. (Birthday.) It should be fun too!

I'm quite happy! Tomorrow going out with Cass! Haven't seen her for a long long time. =)
That's all! I';m going to bed now. Think of happy stuff! Happy happy!



Human Fly Swatter ME!

YESSS

YESSS

I'm back! Ahh yes, I see the virtual dust bunnies hopping around.

HAVE YOU GUYS MISSED ME?!

I bet you did. I bet you guys have yet to take your daily dose of NickOHtine huh. Are you starting to feel the effects of not taking it? ARE YOU? Are the withdrawal symptoms showing yet? What are the withdrawal symptoms you say? Hmm here take a look:

Symptoms of insufficient dose of "NickOHtine"

- Keeping awake for more than 8 hours a day
- Taking in large quantity of air as a substitute for NickOhtine
- Having to take 3 - 2 meals a day

These are the most obvious symptoms. So if you do realise you are experiencing these, please immediately consult your local doctor! If you choose to ignore these signs, there will be dire consequences and don't say I didn't warn you! Cause I just did!

So anyway, TODAY! Last day of work was a nice one. Everything ended quite nicely. Finished early as well! Can't really imagine 25 days has come and gone already. So quick time flies! I was quite touched in the end. The examiner was really a super nice guy. Fatherly like. Mr Richard Whitehead was his name. He gave me a letter in an envelope and asked me to promise him to only open in when I got him, which I did. So got home, opened it and...

OMFG

His "little offering" contained 2 fifty dollar notes.

TWO 50 dollar notes.



WOW



Woo! I guess he thought it wasn't really much. I mean, if you did convert that amount to the British Pounds, its what, 40 pounds? He probably thought it was a reasonable amount. Lol. Well thank you sir! I'll be sure to look him up if I ever travel to Wales. =)

So holidays are coming to an end. That's quick. I think I'm suffering from amnesia. The word "literature" and "course" keeps floating around my head. Hmm, should be nothing... Well, it's pretty late right now. I think I'm going to catch up on sleep. And maybe drool over the two fifty dollar notes! It IS more than I ever got. Even compared to Chinese New Year.



NickOHtine

Friends

Friends


I'm sad.

I'm not sure how I should begin this but I'll try my best. Friends, they're there for you when you need 'em. Specially good friends right? I remember my first best/good friend (the '/' because apparently some people don't believe in best friends ;-) ) I had during primary school. Whenever my laces got untied, poof, as if by magic, she was there to help me tie it up. (Because I haven't learnt how to tie it yet) But it was still really nice of her. Then when I returned to Singapore, couldn't really keep in touch and everything fell apart. Kinda sad now, thinking back.

Friends, are they meant to be by your side throughout your entire journey through life? Sure you might lose contact with some of friends but they it's not like they won't push memories of you deep deep deeeeeeeeep down into the darkest, furthest recess of their mind and pretend as if you never existed in the first place right?

Right?

Well, at this point of time, I'm thinking to myself... "What the HECK am I trying to say." Good question. I'm trying to put my problem in a general way so that you can understand what I'm saying but cannot pinpoint who is involved in my dilemma. Got all that mate?

I'm just quite saddened and perhaps a tad bit jealous+frustrated+annoyed by the loss of a great friend. I could even say "best." He's drifting away, not just away from me, but all our friends as well. I feel like complaining on this post about this. I really should, but I wouldn't to cause any bad rifts. Sighs! Headache. Well I tried to salvage this relationship but its to no avail! Oh, tell me what I should do! I'm being pushed away! For what? For some... Some.... !#!@# other people? (Note: I mention no names, I am NOT accountable for anything.)

I just feel like grabbing his head and screaming into his face "WAKE UP! What are you doing?! Look at what we've become!" And a add a few smacks in for good measure.

I just feel sad. And I'll stop here.