Sunday 19 September 2010

"I don’t mind not knowing what I’m headed for
You can take me to the skies…
It’s like being lost in heaven
When I’m lost in your eyes"

What's this I'm feeling? Something powerful it must be. And I thought I have gotten over it, it didn't seem like anything and I thought to myself, it wouldn't turn into anything. But who would have imagined, something as magnificent as a rose, came from a handful of ordinary seeds?

"I’m falling apart
I’m barely breathing
With a broken ____
That’s still beating
In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I’m holding on
I’m barely holding on to you"

What's this that I hear and see in my brains? Like my iPod, it's on a constant replay. Everything around me turns blurry and only the words of this particular track and the imagery it stirs remains clear. This track, I would give up all other songs just to have this ONE track in my 64Gb iPod.

"And if I can’t find my way
If salvation seems worlds away
Oh, I’ll be found
When I am lost in your eyes"

I hear this special track. It rings clearly in my head, but all I want for it is to get it stuck in someone else's head. If through this words of this song no understanding can be found, rip open my head and look into the recesses of my brain and hopefully then, the truth I've been hiding can be finally discerned.

"Well, you had me from hello
I felt ____ start to grow
The moment that I looked into your eyes, you owned me
It was over from the start
You completely stole my ____
And now you won’t let go
I never even had a chance, you know"

They say when the time comes, you'll know it. But did I just miss it? It seemed like the perfect opportunity, to tell the stars of my memories and the fantasies that I make up in my head. I think I missed the stars that night though, it was indeed a cloudy evening. I'm afraid though. I'm afraid that all my tales will come bouncing back to me once I speak of it.

"One word, that’s all you said
Something in your voice caused me to turn my head
Your smile just captured me
And you were in my future as far as I could see
And I don’t know how it happened, but it happened still
You asked me if I ____ you, if I always will"

If realization of what I've been saying occurs, then tell me and tell me quick of the reactions and emotions that stems from my words. Don't make this suspense last any longer please for my brains hurts from all the thinking already.


"Fill my heart with gladness
Take away my sadness
Ease my troubles, that's what you do
."