NO!!!

Crap crap crap crap and CRAP!!!

Well, I am at my cousin's house now... And I was messing around with the blogger thing. So I was just previewing the differences I made, so I could always revert back to my original, then... I pressed the STUPID "Save Template Changes" button!! ARRRGGHH. Stuff you blogger! Don't you have a god damn confirm button? I HATE YOU!

Sighs, now I gotta do EVERYTHING AGAIN! Peoples, this skin is kinda weird. Thought it was cool so messed around with it. I'll clean it up some time later. It's just for fun. Weird eh? But troublesome... ARRGGGh *tears off chunks of hair* I am too fed up to write anymore...

GOD DAMN IT

The Early Bird Gets the Worm

"The Early Bird gets to the worm first"

Is that true? Well not really... I went with my mum to the pharmacy this morning at about 7.30am. It was so early. Too early for me. I was so groggy when I woke up that when my mum asked for me to get up I was like: "Huh? Why do I have to get up for? Wad?! Oh.. Oh yea.. Pharmacy. Medicine. Right."

Haha... The halfway there, I forgot to bring my IC then i gotta turn back and get it again. Then walk back AGAIN. Oh well, morning exercise ya? Well then, at the polyclinic, while I was sitting down waiting for my number. I saw this uncle who couldn't walk properly. (Mum says that happens because of a stroke) I suddenly like... (((( Z O N E D )))) out. Like I didn't know what to do. I mean. It's hard to explain. He was walking past me. I didn't know if I would look rude looking at him. Or if I looked at him with pity he might be angry. So I sort of, half looked and half not look. Its totally weird, the feeling. I don't really know how to put it down in words.

Lol, let's not worry about that anymore. After I got home, my mum returned half an hour later and started to reprimand me about putting up the clothes. I was like HUH? She told me once in the past that if I ever know she went out, I'm supposed to be puttin up the clothes to dry. And that was sooo long ago. And technically when I woke up, she was not gone yet, and I followed her to the polyclinic. So the one who should've put up the clothes was my sister or dad. GEEZ. Sighs. I shouldn't be complaining...

Yes going to my cousin's house later... Today's he's birthday. Well let's cheer for him!

Three cheers for Hausan!
Hip hip? HURRAY!
Hip hip? HURRAY!
Hip hip? HURRAY!!!

Har har har... Gotta be going now!

Broadband... Finally...

Woo! I actually spent 7 hours straight at my gran's playing CS online... What a record! But it let me know how it would be like having my very own broadband at home. And I don't really think its that great, cause I'd probably be online almost 24 hours without once stepping outside my room. (Except for toilet breaks and meal times, other than that, I am almost non-existent)

Anyways, tomorrow I'll be at my cousin's house. His name is Teng Hausan and pronounced: How Sen. Yea like that. It's his birthday tomorrow and I guess I'll help spend his birthday by playing games with him! Hahaha. What a great idea! And I can get his sister (Ms Teng Si Jia the GENIUS) to help me with my blog! And if she doesn't want to cooperate, I guess I'll just have to take Hausen as my hostage and make him unable to celebrate his birthday... Watch out GENIUS!

Here I come!

Not a very good day... *Snuff sniff*

AAAaaa chooo!!! Ewww... Mucus. Yucks. Didn't get a very good sleep these past few days. Keep waking up in the middle of the night scratching and scratching. Oh no, I think I another jab again. I don't want my skin to become like it was before again!!! I kind of dread sleeping. Because I know I won't sleep well, and when that happens, I suffer from lack of sleep and then my asthma would act up. So now, I am having a flue, a little asthma and kinda fatigued. I have OBVIOUS eyebags. I think I should sleep more but I can't sleep in the afternoon! If not i won't be able to sleep in the night! AAAAahhh... no no no. Suffering...

Woke up at 9.30 am to follow my dad to my grandma's house because I want to use the internet there. And finally I am! Hurray! Broadband! Finally! Took me a while to get it right! Phew. Thought it was a wasted trip. Pretty fast too anyways. I've been just watching Naruto Naruto Naruto online. Heh. *sniff sniff* Oh gawd, they (the mucus) just eep on oming. I ink I eed to stuff maw nose wit tissue. *sniff sniff* Aw gawd. Anyways, nothing much to do now. Perhaps if anything more intersting happens, I'll keep you guys updated. *Sniff sniff*

Shit... Got it all over the keyboard.

Another Day... In Rain.

Rain Rain Rain Rain Rain Rain Rain and MORE MORE MORE RAIN. When will it stop!? Its getting irritating! *Looks up in the sky and shakes fist angrily* I know You drank alot of water. But you don't have to keep peeing at us right?! Geez wheez. Talk about urgent... Sheesh

Well... Err Blog seems to be doing quite well. Learning how to tweak it here and there by myself. (Self learning, aren't I a genius? I know I am...) So yea, I tried adding music to my blog but ended putting a whole MTV on it. Got more than I asked for! Well, the only thing I want to complain about is the size of it. It's so... So... Out of place! Or Singaporean would put it, So Opiang. (Not sure if I spelt it properly though) Its too (((((((( W I D E ))))))))). Like my mother's behind. Kidding mum! Har har har! Anyways, my mum shouldn't be reading this. Too many secrets in here. So please do not drag my mum to look at this. Or my life would end HERE. NOW. With this full stop.

But who cares, at least I got music on without any help. I tried tweaking it to fit the border, but it became even worse. So I gave up and left it as it is.

I was at my friend, Attar's house in the afternoon using the net. Then he told me something sinful he done. Well, after work yesterday, he came back with his friend by taking a taxi. Right after the taxi got to their destination, they opened the door and ran away as fast as they could! Without paying! My goodness... Kids these days. *Shakes head* There was another taxi behind who saw what was happening. The taxi driver got out and shouted at them. (Like they bothered to stop) LOL. When he told me about it, it was pretty funny. But then again, it was wrong in a way wasn't it?

When I got home, I headed straight for the shower. Halfway, Clydia (this freaky little girl my mum is taking care of for someone at a price) actually came into the toilet and looked at me! While I was still in the shower! Aaaaahhhh! What has the world become?! Little freakish girls peeping at grown up boys?! Oh the horror! The horror! (But phew, thank god for shower curtains) When I was done, mum and dad was gone, they went for a wedding dinner. So there was only me and my sis in the house. ALONE. WITH NO ONE ELSE. What could happen?

S T O P

What are you guys thinking about? You sick sick SICK people! What is going on in your SICK minds? Brother-sister ****?! Ewww. The world has gone berserk! Oh the horror! The horror! Anyways, the thing which happened was we had a great dinner, (spaghetti noodles in mushroom soup, Yummm) and a whole can of pringles! Har har har! What a hearty meal.

After dinner, I spent around 15 mins talking to Cass on the phone. She's still in malaysia and I miss her alot. I haven't gotten the chance to see her for almost two months already. (Except on the webcam) It felt great to hear her voice again. There was so much to talk to, yet there wasn't enough time. Sighs. Can't use up all the time on the calling card if not Dad would get suspicious. Can't wait for her to get back to! Only three more days! Yipee! And also almost less than a week before school starts... Nooopppeee... Well... My sis managed to get more Inuyasha disc from her friend. (And there was TONS of it) Yes! Movie marathon!!! Inuyasha... Here I come!!!

It rained... AGAIN

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD MOOOOORRRNNIIINNGG Singapore! Well I woke up at around 1 am. Due to the rain I still felt fresh and awake so it was still morning to me! But gee, I woke up at 5am in the morning because my eye was was hurting and it was sore. I woke up, went to the toilet, and looked into the mirror. Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!

A damn pimple! A teeny weeny pimple underneath my eyelid! Jesus Christ! When did that pop out?! And cause it was under my eyelid, everytime I closed my eyes, it would rub past my pupil and OW that hurt. I tried to pop out but that was kind of impossible. The eyelid is one of the most sensitive part of the body. Imagine trying to burst a hard-to-reach pimple which is almost microscopic. Yes it hurt like hell. I also tried using a tweezer. And yes, it ALSO hurt like hell. In the end I wound up giving my eyeball a good rubbed down. Next morning, my swollen eyelid did tone down a little, but that teeny weeny eeny pimple was there. (Mum says, during her time, it was said to be due to watching girls or guys pee, or in other words pornography) *Put hands up in mock protest* No! I have not been watching Porn...

It rained in the afternoon, and that made basketball boring.

Today by 11.45PM, I have to register my subject combination for my JC. If not, *slices throat* I'll be JCless. I tried to do a test printing on my printer but I found out that the STUPID printer didn't work, and that was like at 8pm plus. Time time... Running out. I was starting to panic. I tried calling my friend to help me to register and print, but guess what? Exactly, he's internet was down as well! THEN, we went to the CDAC (tuition centre) to try. News flash! The internet ALSO does not work. (Now, why aren't I suprised?) Time 8.25PM. Ok, ok, there's still time Nick. It's all right, only four more hours. Its ok. No! I am NOT OK. I am in DEEP SHIT! What if I cannot get into my JC? How how how??? GOD HELP ME!

God: "You asked for help and help you shalt get!"
Nick: "God? Is that you?"
God in a loud and mighty voice: " Yes! It is I! When you get home, call thou friend's mum and go to his house to use the computer. Thee friend's sister and mum will help. And you shalt be SAVED." Hallelujuah!

Listening to His words, I followed it as if it was text from the bible (pun intended). And Hallelujua! It was a miracle! I registered and managed to print my form! *Holds up the Sacred Script* Thank you oh thank you! Phew... That's all... Gosh if i was older, I'd be having a heart attack!

Sitting on an old gum tree...

Well not really sitting "on an old gum tree" but on a tall bench. In my sister's room. Next to the window. With my laptop on the window sill. Dangerously sitting on my knee. Which is really sore. And skillfully typing.

Wow... Doesn't my background look cool? I love Getbackers! Especially Ginji aka Thunder Emperor! Woot! All hail the Thunder Emperor! *Grovel before thy Emperor!* All those who love Ginji raise your hands in the air and let me hear you say: "Ginji! Ginji! Ginji! Love him! Love him! Love him!" Har har har... I crack myself up sometimes.

Woohoo! Everything's going smoothly. Yep, chat boxy thingy up and going. (Hope it works later if not, I'll punch the lights out of my laptop) Anyways, the reason for this post is just... For fun. I wanna ARCHIVE *points at Blogger* you idiot! Dun you understand me? HUH!? ARCHIVE!!! STUPID ARCHIVE!!! I need to see ALL my posts not just TWO. DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME BLOGGER!!! I know you hear me!

Gosh, dosh, qosh (say doesn't pronouncing "Qosh" *say Quash* sound really funny on your tongue?) Two months are almost up and I'm going to JC. I betcha life's gonna be hectic! Hmm, wonder if I can handle it. Some of my friends are not going for the 3 months and I think they're brainless geeks who thinks with their butts. How in the WORLD are they gonna catch up? *Shakes head in wonder* Tomorrow I'll be free... With nothing to do. Go to my friend's house, use the net. So sick of playing the same game again and again. Repetition is a annoying thing... Rain's not ceasing either. I have never, in my 16 years, see Singapore rain for soooo loong. Gots to be a first. Oh yeah, can't write things about my sis anymore. She's gonna be reading my things. Joy joy joy! I know you reading this! And I dun give two hoots! Mum just came in. Geez wheez. Asks who my sis is talking to. Dun want a third world war to happen!

Aarggh... *Stomach growls* Heard that? I recieved my calling... Something's calling out to me... I think... I think it's coming from the kitchen! Duty calls. I take my leave. Amen. (Amen? Amen? What am I saying?) Voice! Here I come for you!

There and back again...

Ok so the reason I have not wrote any posts yet is because I was in a challet. Didn't I say that already? (And why should all y'all care? Lol, its not like this is a really great blog) But, still aren't I suppose to treat this like a diary and write my thoughts in it?

So I spent... Err... 1, 2, 3, 4 days yea... It was quite fun actually. I spent more time playing DOTA with my cousin from Dawn to Dusk. The latest was till 4 AM the next day! Imagine that! A DOTA FIESTA!!! Grab your com, take a seat, find a space, get comfortable and hook up your wireless to our ad-hoc mode and get ready for a gaming Marathon baby! Yea yea!

Other than that, I played basketball alot. The rim was really much shorter than the standard but still I can't dunk! SHITAMA! I can touch the stupid board but not the god damn rim! Dang I'm short! The good news, got back my shooting touch. Wish I was still back in school then I can at least thrash them... Then on the last day something EWWWw happened. My cousin invited her friends to the challet. So anyways, my cousin has this stud in her bottom lips. While we were playing basketball, someone shot the ball, so naturally all of us would be under the rim waiting to grab the rebound. My cousin was behind me, as the ball came down I jumped straight up and... Ok imagine this while i try to describe this as vividly as possble.

As I was in front of her and because I was shorter (sad but true) my head was right underneath her chin. So when I jumped, with much force, the top of my head SMASHED into her stud (which was pointed) which caused the stud to err I think cut her lip and somehow made the flesh inside of her mouth DANGLE... She was bleeding alot. And she spat so much blood on the floor. I was so terrified! I felt sooo bad. But she was cool about it (which made me feel worse =( ] In the end I felt tons guilty about it. I was so grossed out too! Arrgh!

We went back after that cause the day after this (which is today) I have an orientation programme at Innova JC. It was so boring but I just found out that I had limited choice of subjects combination. So sad! Just because I dun have A MAths. *Shakes fists* Damn you Innova! My choice of subjects combos dropped from 30 to 7 in 5 seconds flat after the teacher said I had to have A Maths background to take the subject combo I wanted... Sighs, I guess I won't be in the same class as Cass then... Boo hoo! That's so sad! *Breathe Deeply* But I will be strong! I can survive! I will survive! Yes I will! I will get to UNI!!! Ahh much better.

It's been raining for days and days. When will it stop? I'm so bored stuck at home. Sis is at a barbeque with friends at east coast (with guys outnumbering the girls 5 to 2 I bet) my best mate's too busy to spend time hanging out with me cause he got a new com. (He doesn't have to rub it in my face...) And my computer time usage is shortened by my dad. *Shakes fists agrily* !@*%@ my old man! Internet connections hard to get. I WANT WIRLESS BROADBAND! Sighs...

There's a pot of gold at the end of every rainbow... Which comes after the rain.

Uh huh! After the rain, comes the rainbow and then the pot of gold. Yes yes yes! My pot of gold came in the form of the lovely Lady Cass...



Ohh... I was so so so wonderously (there sucha word?) happy to see her... Its those kinda feeling like after a long time of being seperated from ur loved ones and then you finally get to see them! I was smiling like a big idiot. You know what I mean right? And I also got to see her on the webcam! Gosh, it was the most wonderful feeling ever! Well before this, sad to say, I was shifting towards the wrong path... I had doubts. Nagging thoughts behind my head. A voice that kept saying things... Until I reviewed my Pledge, and saw her once more, was I returned to the rightful path! I was glad... Really glad. I really was happy. I felt really light. I dunno. It's hard to explain the feeling. I guess you gotta experience it yourself.

I couldn't care how long it rained anymore after seeing her. My pot of gold.

After that we went for dinner at causeway. And what a meal we had! We were such sinner. We had a WHOLE chicken. Chicken rice. Shudders. There was blood too. Eewww... Oh the irony! And I said I want to be a vegetarian soon! Sheesh!

Came back and its 2333 already. There's a war going behind me. The battle of the Kins. With a mighty roar, Sister Joy lashes out with her tongue and it barely misses Mother. Mother has a silent and deadly aura emitting from her. I feel caught in between! Innocent I say! Innocent! Tension and emotion runs high. Choas! Utter chaos! I'm using the wirless in my sister's room and I think I am going to get kicked out. Ohhh... I think I better go, before I end up as a lump of meat. Getbackers here I come!

With tail between his legs, Nick flees the scene.

Post post: Oh yea... Thanx a bunch Kim for helping with my blogskin! Ur Kim Possible! Thanx a bunch again!

Woooozzzyy... Lights, fading... Vision, blurry. Aahhh

Yes like I mentioned before, the rain DID let up but eventually it came back! =( So boring. And plus, our new ball don't mix well with the rain. It keeps slipping from my grasp everytime I shoot! Damn it! Arrgghh...

I played for almost 5 hours straight. Dead tired. Everything is slurred. Vision blurry... And my head feels like it is going to explode. Ouch. Pain pain pain... Massive pain. Ow... Someone release me from my pain! Dun feel like sleeping yet though but I must. Mum says I should try to endure when I asked for a panadol. Ooowww... This must be my shortest post yet cause I can't seem to write any longer. My head... My poor head.

Oh yea been wanting to ask all y'all this. Does my blog SUCK? Coz I keep thinking it does. Wait, maybe it does. Gosh.. Someone tell me! How the hell do you put up a tag? How the hell do you change blogskins? How the hell do you do a marquee? And what the hell is a marquee anyways? Ahhh just tell me. If it sux it sux. I dun care! Ahh... Ok I am in SO MUCH PAIN NOW. I gotta sleep... Monitor's screen is so blinding...

Is that the light? Oh i see the Light... It's coming towards me... Oh.. I'm fading.. Fading away...

And there came the Sun, and all the darkness perished...

The sun! The sun! The glourious wonderful bright sun! Oh I remember the days we were covered in darkness. *Nick shudders upon the memory* The terrible darkness which enveloped all things beautiful...

But now, the Sun has appeared and hope has arrived! Fret not my friends, for there is still hope! Let the Sun's rays bathe upon your faces and wash away your despair! Let hope glisten once more in your hearts! Let the sun be behind your backs and stand together! To push away the darkness that was upon us! FORWARD!!!!

Hahahaaa... Now didn't that feel all y'all hearts with hope? People who are in despair, who are washed with sadness or pain... Do not be dishearten! With a new day, a new glorious sun-filled day, comes with it HOPE. Look forward not back! All things ugly will not be so. Time will come and save us!

Ok ok, I was talking load of crap, but I guess that would've made any who felt bad feel good right? Hee hee.. I know I am good! (Gosh, I'm so vain) Anyways, I just remembered that I forgot to put something in yesterday's post but I somehow forgotten what it was suppose to be. *Scratches his chin* Hmmm. .What could it be? Today, I woke up at 3am. With no apparent reason or whatsoever. I felt fully awake. I didn't know what I was doing. Then I fell asleep again listening to my MP3. WAIT! Hold your horses Nick! I remember! Eureka! Ok ok.. Well something funny happened yesterday.

As usual, it was raining cats and dogs yesterday. While I was walking back from my friend's house, I saw this young family with a child of not more than three years, give or take. The dad looked kinda flustered and in a rush. He kept ushering his child and his wife to make haste and get into the car while avoiding the puddles of water. But as you know, with such a young child, things would bound to happen. So yea, SPLASH! And I was totally shocked (and amused) by the dad's reaction! Lol, this was his exact words: " Oi! STUPID IDIO-" He meant those words for his son! His cute, innocent, naive, son! No wonder kids of today lack confidence. I guess he didn't idiot cause I happened to walk by. He said it soo loud though. It was like err.. 23decibels? ( How loud is that? I have no idea) But what the hell? His son was so young.

Yes yes yes! Finally the rain stops and the sun peeks out from behind the cloud! Finally! The new ball we bought can be used! And this is where I shall end this post. With a quote of course. Ponder and wonder over it my friends:

" Living is death, as death is living. Good is bad, as bad is good..."

And all the petals fell unnoticed... Like tears in the rain...

Yes like tears in the rain it is...

Gee, its been raining for days on end. When will it ever stop? Never ever? Or sooner ooner? Wait that doesn't make sense. Hmmm, the cold must have gotten to my head. Bit daft. Haha. Gosh... My cousin asked me to start a blog and so i did. Is this correct? Have I done the right steps? How do you change ur templates? I want cool ones. Not ones already done out for me! Hmmm, maybe I will consult Ms Jia. Yea I will...

"Rain rain go away, come again another day..."

Yes Rain! Please go away and come again another day! I just bought a brand new ball and can't wait to try it! So please! Puh-lease go go go go go go go away!!! AARrrggghhh... 2348... So late.. Damn, got curfew for my laptop.. gotta keep it by 0000. Sighs... Perhaps when i am in JC I will be fully in charge of my laptop. SIGHS

Oh yea, heard many of my NA friends who has just recieved their results. God, all of them did sooo well. I wonder how I will fare for my Os. Bad? Good? Or just downright BAD. I gotta wait till the second month of 2007 ( sorry i forgot how to spell feb so i put it this way Hee!)

Ahhh, the rain keeps falling onto my keyboard... And my head. To some naive ppl, I might seem like crying. Maybe I should. For She has not replied my mails yet... Hmmm... Why? Tell me why? WAIT! I sound like an idiot talking to myself... Lo! Sure is pure utter nonsense. Well family challet's on the err.. Well anyways, its 3 days from now. Something to look forward to! And so I shall end my post with a quote you guys and girls should ponder on:

" You have nice legs wat time do they open."