Just another friggin' day at school

Well school as usual. But god, I only had like four hours of sleep before I went to school. All because I had to stay up online to do my geography project. Sighs. My classmate kept egging me on to stay up past twelve am just to finish three power point slides. So not fun at all. It was nuts. Heck, why did I even choose to take geography? It's weird though. Sometimes I feel that geography would've been better. Then sometimes I believe that history would've been better.

My group for this project was all smarty pants though! I think I was the stupidest amongst them. SIGHS. The geography presentation was crap. I just read from a script all way through. I can't help but feel that my classmates think lowly of me. The only time which I can really show them that I'm good at something is when I have PE or sports related activity. But what's the use? You can't survive with sports in Singapore!

After the period geography was better. Maths and stuff. My maths teacher is so funny. Mr Ma from China. He speaks OK english now. But he's really nice to talk to. Travels quite a lot too! But really, he speaks funnily and has funny things to say. Lol, wish you knew what I mean. He likes to pronounce "problem" as "probrem."

"Now class. Eh listen lah. Let's solve this probrem together as a crass (class)"

Yea that's the way he speaks. It cracks me up all the time! Haha. After school I went to causeway with heelim by taxi. Before that we initially decided to take the bus in front of our school. It was raining and we ran through the rain to the bus stop, and waited there for like 10 mins only to find out that the bus will only come 2 hours later. We were like. IDIOTS. Idiots standing in the rain. We ran back to school like idiots too. All wet for nothing.

At causeway I went in search for my Inuyasha's keychain sword. It's sooo nice! Luckily I found it. The other time I went back they didn't have it. Cost me $7.90 though. But it's so cool. Here's a picture of it. One is Inuyasha's sword Testsuseiga and the other is his brother's Sesshomaru's Tenseiga. Pretty wicked huh?


And here's the other view:


Ooo, shiny and sharp! Muahaha. I wonder where I should clip it. To my key? No no not good. What if the sharp point pierce my groin as I sit down? Imagine that. OUCH! No more father's day for me...

I don't think I'll do any work today. Slacker I am. Heard there's no school on friday anyways. So I hope its true. Sighs... I think I'll collect more anime stuff.

My life is a mess...

I've haven't been doing this for a long time because of things happening in school.

I feel like at this moment in time, my life is kinda messed up now. I don't know what to do, where I should go. School isn't what it used to be like any more. My friends. I don't know. They're different from my previous class. Then again, they're new so I can't compare. But still, I feel as if I'm not part of their "group". All I'm doing in class is put myself in a little corner and stare blankly at the floor. While all my classmates are laughing happily. And to me, I can see they can't really be bothered about me. There are a few of 'em who care and it's nice. Thank you. But I guess it's just me. I can't adapt myself that quickly. Lessons like economics and maths are slowly and painfully killing me.

"Congratulations. You're class has just set the record for the lowest score for your economics assignment."

(All of them then turn their head to look at me at this point) Mrs E, (remember her?) then told me: "Nick I think you should drop economics. Because *looks at my pathetic score* Or you should just change your subject combination"

Sighs... I'm so frustrated. I don't know how to explain this feeling inside of me. Its like there's a well of emotion inside of me, all tangled up together and wanting to burst out of me but can't. The work just keep coming in now. I am starting to feel the stress. I want to yell at the top of my lungs and scream. Scream till my throat go hoarse and I can't speak. Scream till I cough out blood.

Maths is a killer. I need help. All I do now is just sleep in class since I don't understand. I need to do something about it. I need Cass to help me. But just now we had a fight. About trust. Trust is definitely important. Do I trust her enough? Yes I do. But I don't show it. How come? I don't know. I joke with her and... Never mind, its too complicated. But I'm relieved now, we stopped our quarrel. I don't think I can take another blow is something happens to her and me. I don't think I will be able to go on with my life in school if that happens. If she stops talking to me, there's not much people left in school who i really know and I'll feel like a total stranger. I feel like the stupidest kid in school. So what if you got 16 points Nick? So what? They (my classmates) got 14 12 10 9 points... What is 16 points? PATHETIC. You are stupid, Nick, that's why you got a pathetic 6 outta 30 for economics.

I felt so so very sad that day. I felt like I should have cried but I didn't. It would have been more embarrassing. I can't help but feel inferior to my classmates. Am I really not good in anything? Basketball. No I am not good, there are others better. English? No, there's still others. So what other talents do I have? NOTHING. I am a piece of crap. Just lying on the side walk, unimportant. Waiting for people to step all over me.

Did I make the correct choice in choosing JC? Or should I have taken up psychology in a polytechnic? I'm a mess now I am...

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Behold! It's the year of the GOLDEN Pig

Happy happy chinese new year my friends! The year of the golden pig is upon us! May all of you eat more "pok!" (Ello Sir! No pok no pok! Lol kidding. Just playing with ya)

Well. I'm at my grandma's house now. Ain't so bad you know why? Cause there's a wireless broadband here! Muahahahaha. I've been online since 1am till now. Which is exactly 10.41pm. Woo! A fiesta! And isn't there something about staying up as late as possible so that your parents will live a longer life? Well mum, dad. Your noble and filial son is here! TA DA! I'll stay up anytime for you guys... *wink wink* (Nick creeps to the room looking for his laptop smirking)

Hmmm time flies. Another chinese new year is here. My 17th one! Aiee... Don't think this one I will totally enjoy it cause of my DREADFUL skin. It keeps recurring. It's so so so so annoying! Someone save me! I hate my skin. Its so bad. Before this i thought it was recovering, now... SIGHS. AARRRGGHHH! I want to scream!

Oops. I just got back from home. Went back to bathe and stuff. Had my medicine and its making me soooo drowsy. I feel like sleeping but I don't wanna. I wanna play com! You don't get much chances like this! To play to dawn! So yea! Carpe Diem! Seize the Day! Hahaha... Well it's like 4.40am now. Woo. I wonder how long i can stay up till I drop. Let's find out eh? Well there's not much to tlak about. I think I'm gonna play some DOTA. Or I'm gonna fall asleep soon.

YAAWWWWWN

Recollections

So hey peoples! Oops! It's been long hasn't it? hahaha. Sorry, been busy.

So lets back track the days I haven't wrote anything. Let's see... Oh yea, how can I forget? *slaps forehead* The O Levels! My god. I can't believe it. It's like. We've been slogging our asses off for four years and it all comes down to THIS day? This VERY day? This one day? This TWO hours?

* Pause. Blink Blink*

Gosh, that's the reality and its hard to believe it. I was super super nervous! All I could do was just keep shuffling my feet around. But it felt good to be in school again. Saw some of my school mates. Shafizah, (one of my MC partner for the musical) was MC again for a school's performance. Hmm she's getting prettier I must say! Lol... But relax Cass, you're still the one I want! Lol. Then the time came for my results! EEEk!

*Drumroll*

And the top student for this year O levels is.... Roseanne Chan! Sheesh! Like we DIDN'T know already... (13 points lowest. Pathetic isn't it our school?) Next was Ting2... Then they had the 4 distinctions students. Which I am proud to say... is my Casslyn! WOo hoo! Go crazy! Yippee! Oh yea oh yea.. Who's the man? *Points at Cass* She's the MAN. I mean, you know, Da MAN. Yea! Then there came the students with THREE distinctions. Right now, my heart was POUNDING my chest. I pray... AND... IT CAME TRUE! Lol. I was so happy! Got three distinctions! WOohoO! Turned out I had 16 points. I still expected better though. Maybe 14?

English - A2 Literature - A1 (Well DUH) Maths - A2 (Unexpected!) MT - B3 (WOW!)

Lol those were the ones I thought I did well. My science was terrible. C5. But I was happy happy. Parents took us out for dinner. Was wonderful. Thanx mum and dad!

Then the next day was the school's funfair. It was alright. I volunteered myself to be thrown at with pie. Was OK, 'cept for the egg. I didn't like the egg. Smelt terrible! Then there was the Sun. The blazing hot sun, beating down on my neck. Aiee! I was sunburnt! And my skin... Ahh, I look like a total freak! (Or freck! Hahaha) Shit. I looked like chocolate. Mmmm delicious eh? My neck hurt like hell whenever I tried touching it. Even washing it hurt. *whimpers*

Well today, was happy happy as well. Dad got me a new cell! WOW! A K610i. Good phone! *Applauds* Thank you thank you! I would like to thank my parents, who without them, this wouldn't be possible... Blah blah blah. I'm so happy that I'm talking rubbish! Lol... Valentines Day yesterday was cool! I got cass a bracelet with her name on it. Thought it looked nice on her. She got us a pair of couple rings. With our names engraved on it... Aww so sweet! She has my name and I have hers! Lol, 'cept I wear mine around my neck cause... You know.

Today... School wasn't that graet at all. Cass. Sighs... Saw you sitting between two guys, with NO girls. And you were sitting TOO close to one of the guys I think. Didn't like it that's why I wasn't happy today Cass. I know you know I wasn't happy. I just didn't wanna tell you. And... The thing is... You even like... Sighs... Never mind... I'll let it be. But still... Forget it...

No Pork

OMG! I laughed my ass of for this!!! This is a must see! If you are foreign then u might not get the joke...

Baby Laughing like crazy!

LOl... Its the voice of god some say... I say its the most beautiful sound in the world! What say you? It is soo nice!

What great days to come!

Thursday is my favourite day now! I bet you already now. Its the shortest day of school for me! Only two lessons! Yipee! HIgh five! Then I'm home free!

So yea during assembly, heard some talk from a few student and ex student about choosing to go to poly or JC. Was kind of interesting. At least I'm more clear now. I didn't know in Poly you had to be THAT independent. No one breathing down your neck about handing up your work. I know it sounds good, but its not good for me. This sort of people like me. I need someone to push me hard. Or else I'll just slack and slack. Then I'll jeopardise my whole education! Ho ho ho ho. Wouldn't want that! So yea I guess my final decision would be to stay in Innova.

Tomorrow's gonna be a fun day. The fun fair atmosphere is in the air peoples! Come come and joine me for a wooping good time at Innova JC's !@fun. (gosh i sound like some sort of salesperson)
Anways good news! My dad FINALLY (about time anyway) agreed to let me use a phone! My own! A prepaid that is. But hey, I can't complain. At least got my phone right folks? My number is... 91199555. Don't be stupid! I' not sucha dumbass that I wil advertise my number on the net. Geez you guys are such... Hehee..

Results are out tomorrow! I'm starting to feel alittle nervous.. Just a teeny bit that all. I really really hope I'll do fine... I expect at least four As! For english, literature, physics, combined humanites... Yep.. And hopefully maths and chem! (thanx to you my Cousin Algin! I know I'll WILL improve) Yay! Chinese is not possible that i'm sure... But that's alot of As already.

Just hope pray and wish I'll get the As I want! And I'll be the happiest in all my whole life!

With every passing seconds, Nick gets more and more nervous. Finally the hour of reckoning has come... The doors creak open, very much like the doors of hell... He steps in, and the cold fear grips his heart. He couldn't draw a breath. His lungs weren't working. He started to gasp. Trying desperately to take in breaths of air but to no avail. He became blue. Then suddenly an old peice of parchment was thrust at his face. One look told him everything. His eyes bulged and finally popped out of their sockets. The results were finally out and Nick....


To be continued...

Ohhh the horror! The HORROR!

Aaaieeee! TWO more days to O level results! Ok ok ok... This one I'm fine with it. Just excited, but not first on my things to worry... The thing I'm worrying about is... Valentines Day! I think THAT'S the most worrying thing on my mind now. (I know you're laughing at me you people... But wait... Wait till you find a gf or bf, then I'll stand at one side, point at you, and LAUGH)

Sighs... ((((( Headache ))))) What to get what to get? Oi girls! What would you like for Valentines Day? Help me! If you do find something interesting, please leave a message for a really really distressed Nick Oh in the tag box. I'll be D E A D on wednesday if I don't think up of something. My my my. It gets harder and harder every year. I wonder who's that idiot person who thought up Valentines Day. I'll ripp his throat out... What to do? Some say Get a necklace which has your name and her name on it. Ok... Not bad. Heard its .90 cents a letter though. WHAT!? Did I hear you properly? NINETY CENTS FOR A GOD DAMN MICROSCOPIC PIECE OF PLASTIC CRAP WITH A GOD DAMN LETTER?! You must be joking. Ok ok lets see... Nick Luvs Cass. 1,2,3... 12 letters in all. Take that and multiply that by .90 and you'll get... *Bashes buttons on the calculator* TEN DOLLARS AND TWENTY CENTS!? Oh my lord! *Nick faints*

Sheesh. I doubt she'll wanna wear a necklace with twelve piece of letters on it. Too bulky and she'll look freaky with plastic cubes hangin around her neck. Oh god save me! What am I going to get her. It gets harder and harder every year. I'm outta ideas! I can write letters but isn't that boring doin that every year? Geez.

Saturday will be my school's funfair. *In a sacrastic tone* WOW. It's gonna be the best funfair I've been to! Sheesh. I dunno. My class doesn't even seem to be prepared for it! School is sooo. Err I can't find the word to describe it. Its like. Lessons. Break. Eat. Lessons. Home. And even during lessons all I do is sit in one corner and stone. I'm like. An outsider. I observe things going around me. I mean I like it. But when no one talks to me, I feel so bored.

Then there's geography test tomorrow. I'm supposed to be studying but I practice procrastination. Should I just stuff it and surf the net? Or study for it? I got back my maths result today and its total CRAP. Guess my score... Outta twenty. Ok here's a big clue.

= 1

There. Did you get it? One outta twenty. Simon from american idol would say:

" Pretty! Pretty pathetic that is..."

Hahaha... Yea... Sighs. I won't be suprised if I got the same score for geography. I'm so tired now. I just wanna sleep...

Well there's nothing much for me to type today. Just one more question remains. To go to poly or to stay in innova? And finally that... THAT question. What to get for her for Valentines Day...


AIeeee! (((( M A S S I V E H E A D A C H E ))))

Caught in a Spiral

I'm caught in a spiral... A never ending spiral of work...

AND... The only solution available to resolve this issue... Is... TO COPY! That's what I did anyways... I am no longer the hardworking no nonsense guy of 13 (when I was in Sec 1, did all my work... So 乖！（Wow I can't believe I'm using chinese... It means good, as in such a good boy) I copied a weeks worth of geography work in about 45 mins flat... I've got 2 years of copying skills my friends... And like our very famous contractor of Singapore would say... Don't play play!

Hahaha... Yea. I've only slept like about 4hours today... I used the laptop secretly from 2am till about 5.45am! Woo... I'm so daring. I guess I've changed alot... Not sure if that's a good thing or not.. Is that part of the growing up process? I'm not sure if I like it. If this keeps up, I'll never be able to survive JC! I'll be slaughtered by the teachers everyday!

Well let me tell you something my friends that will shock you.
I
Skipped
School.


Yes I did! I met up with Casslyn and Heelim as usual but I left them for causeway point at the traffic lights in front of school. I was nervous! At around 8am, I went to MacDonalds and bought myself a morning breakfast. (Can't be just sitting there not buying anything can I? I'll be kicked) Then I plugged my laptop in and surfed!!! For about two hours I think before I called my mate Attar and asked if I could chill at his house till 6+ . Bought him breakfast and chilled there. (and played games as usual!)

For me, I think it was quite a bold move. Never done that. And PHEW *wipes sweat away* Thank god school didn't call my house. Or I'll be dead. *Slices throat* Sorry folks, been too busy to type much in my blog but then again, I don't suppose you guys even bother to READ my blog eh? SIGHS. 'S ok... I'm an optimistic person. I gotta take it in my stride. Be a man! (I love it when those Hongkees [hong kong peeps] say that! It's hilarious!) I wonder if i should secretly use the computer at night again... Ooo scary...

Love you folks!

Jesus! There's homework?

Oh my lord! I have so much homework to do! And I have absolutely no intention to do it... We went to china town a few days back... It was quite nice actually. I like goin out like this. You get to see alot of strange and interesting people. It was so crowded. But at least it wasn't as hot as last time. We were walkin in quite a narrow alley and there was a sea of body pressing against me... ( I think some lady accidentaly nudged her boobs against me... EEks!) But yea it was interesting. The food was excellente! I love to eat...

By the time we got back it was really late and I was shack. Got on my bed and ZZZzzz... There was no school for me on friday cause I had nothing to do with my school's opening ceremony. (And luckily for me there was no training.) BIG SIGHS, every monday is such a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooonnnnggggg day for me. School's till five. OMG! And there's basketball again. If i'm not wrong there's a match tomorrow. A friendly. Now don't get me wrong. I do love matches, its just that I always go back late so I don't like it. And I haven't started and the god forsaken economics project yet... Bummer and there's GP work geography work and whatnot... I don't feel like going to school and I'm seriously considering doing just that! I'm just worried that they'll call home and I'll be dead, but so far I asked those people who absented themselves they said they didn't recieve any call... So hopefully yea... Cross my fingers!

I was at my grandma's yesterday making those "honey combs". You know... Those you eat during chinese new year! It was quite fun really... We were very much like a production team me and my sis... I made the combs, she flipped, I collect... And the process would keep goin on and on until we're out of the paste. And in between, those wonky and freaky lookin pieces of honey combs, we would eat it. So it won't look like some "extras" admists those nice lookin one. And by the time it was dinner, we were already full!

I'm at my other grandma's house and YES YES YES! I finally got the wireless network up and going!!! I'm such a genius... I know I am... Har har har. The network name my friends is called... NickRox. Yea he isn't he?

Sighs... Shit my homework... HOw how how how??? I really wanna skip school...