Bad Morning

Dratted Mum... Did it again. AAARRGGGHHH! Spoiled my day. She kept lecturing me. You know why? Actually it was an alright day till my mum took the prepaid mobile we have for the family to have a look. Well, my sis was using it yesterday to sms me while my family and I were out. Joy didn't go cause she had work to do and needed the use the internet on my lappy. So I helped her by telling her when we'll be back so she can hop of the net just in time.

Well you know what? She FORGOT to delete the sent messages! How could she? When she text guys, she WILL remember, but here, she FORGOT!!! What the hell? I could wring her neck now. Die Joy die! Grrr. Mum then grilled me. Why this why that. What did you sms your sister about? Why why why why. So many questions, so annoying. S I G H S.

I have escaped to the library now and I'm supposed to do my work but I can't. Still feeling really frustrated at mum. Sighs. Oh bummer. Well at least I feel better now that I'm not home. Wish I can stay here and never go back. Sighs... See ya mates.

Shut it!

Mum's giving one of her lame lectures again. I think we have trust issues you know? Aarggh! I feel like screaming at her. She keeps criticizing things I've done. I hate it. I hate her now. I feel like destroying something. She's out of the room but I can still hear her annoying voice in the living room. Complaining away to my sister.

This that this that. I hate her I hate her. I want to scream my lung hoarse at her. She makes me so frustrated this time round. You know why I lie to you mum? YOU KNOW WHY? Because I know if I tell you the truth, you'll never allow it! That's why I lie Mum. THAT'S WHY. Can you handle that now? If I told you the truth I'm sure you'll never let me do that again. Look. If I told you I went to the challet with Casslyn, you think you're going to let me? Huh?! Even if I just want to go there cause my guy friends asked me to, you think you'll let me? NO! Never! Not over your dead body right? SEE?! That's exactly what I mean, that's why I lie. Can't you understand?

Dad. God damn you. You never understand me too. !#@ all of you. I hate all of you now. I don't want to see your frowning irritated face ever again. I hate it. Makes me sick. Look. You got me all so flustered I don't think I'll do my work now. Stuff all of you. STOP COMPLAINING ABOUT ALL THE THINGS I'VE DONE CAN YOU?!

That's all I want! Can you PLEASE rest assured that I'll never do anything stupid? I'm not so dumb as to do that. Stop comparing me to other people who've gone astray. That's their problem not mine. I'm not a god damned Ostrich mum. You give me that stupid frowning face how am I going to tell you the things you want me to? At least talk to me nicely. I'll answer. God. I feel like there's something lodged in my throat.

My damn sis as well. Fine. You saw me using the laptop in the dead of the night. Why do you have to use it to bait mum? WHY!? Now she's all over me, trying get it out what I do when I can't sleep. Can't you just keep it to your selfish self? Go stuff yourself. Drown yourself. Please do. It'll make everyone's life easier. So should all of you. Mum dad sis. I'm so pissed. Don't talk to me please....

Just another Day

Hey ho... This is Nick Oh. Today... SIGHS. My stupid sister is shooting her big big BIG BIG mouth again. Complain complain complain. Why? She wants to use the Vodaphone modem.

"Eh.. Everytime daddy get good things you always take one leh. Then always become yours one. Eh!" *She then continues to slap the keyboard hard in anger*

What the hell is she complaining about? If she wants to just use msn to chat with her friends use the god damn dial up! You don't need broadband just to talk to you friends. That's a common sense you !@#%. AARGH! Stuff you sister!!! May your bloody friends and msn account shrivel and die in hell... Burn burn burn!!!

Pisses me off everytime. Damn.

I'm still getting used to my new class. Made more friends. Jian Wen a malaysian who commutes daily. I always wonder how they find the strength to do that. Kian Liang, a nice bookish looking guy. Smart pants! Ha! Derrick - Ryan - SQ trio. The girls. I can never tell who is who. Why do girls all look alike? I think I only know one. Kimberley was it? Well she had to share her economic text with me cause I didn't bring it. Hmm. There's camp next week but I won't be going cause of my skin. It's fine now, but I don't want to revert back like it was last time.

History project going well. Everything rolling smoothly. But golly, you won't believe the amount of work that's coming at me! Ahh! It's like a tidal wave rising up and crashing down on me. Suffocating. Grr. I must persevere! Went for the CCA fair and quickly joined snooker. Asked around. Pretty simple. Training once a week for two hours. Hehee. I'm such a slacker! Easy CCA. Should be fine.

Then I went to meet up with my OBS best mate, Sarrah and her boyfriend Nigel and his friend Gus (I think that's how its spelt.) Hmm. They're such a pair! Think they were made for each other. They're so hiliarious! We were having KFC and Gus wasn't eating. Only Sarrah and Nigel were. Every now and then, Gus would pick some food the pair was having. When asked if he wanted to have lunch he'd shake his head and say not hungry but he's fingers were reaching for another cheese fry! Afterwards had Sarrah help me with work. I understood but she kept asking "Do you really? Are you sure or not? You don't understand better ask arh?" Yes Sarrah Yes!!! We're really good mates. Hmmm.

Well I better study tomorrow. Study study study. No more distractions! Oh and... (Grumbles) Damn friggin' sister... Always complaining... Blah blah blah

I'm feeling GGGREEEAAATTT!

Yeehaww! I HAVE THE POWER!!! God I feel great!

My skin's recovering at an accelerated speed! It's almost unbelievable! Wish I had that kinda healing power. It'll be wicked. School just reopened today and sure was hectic. New uniform. New classmates new everything. I think I look OK in my attire. I'll take a picture of myself wearing it and you can all see it one day! Hmmm. I FEEL EXCELLENTE!!! God I wish I could feel like this everyday. Let's hope so!

I felt different thought today. I have a new resolution. I'm going to do ALL my work. And do my bestest in handing up work on time! Now I have a project for History and I made two new friends today cause of that. We ended up working together. Kinda difficult at first cause firstly, one spoke too softly, the other one I couldn't understand what he was trying to tell me. But finally! I stepped up for once and directed the motion of the project! God. I didn't know I had that in me. I got things started. I've always felt kind of inferior in this school because everyone else was in a super duper secondary school like ACSI, Singapore Chinese Girl, Presbyterian High, Anderson and stuff. And I was like from. "Fuchun" I say. "Waa? What school is that?" They go.

But yea. I felt like I really am on task today. Hmm wonder what caused such a change. My skin? My new new feeling good skin? Must be. Can't be anything else. Yea. Better keep it up. I want to go to university!

I got online today and went on Ebay where I was checking on the things I was helping mum and dad sell when I got a suprise! There was like three new mails in my inbox and two buyers were interested in dad's old Sony Ericsson phone I put up for sale. for s$15. But one of the buyer by the name of "TweetyBird" (what kinda crap username is that? He's male by the way) bought the phone. Oo, exciting isn't it? Then Dad's gonna meet up for the transaction! Goody!

Hope I'll get good with this. Probably earn $ by shaking my leg at home! What a life that'd be! Who wouldn't want it? No one was interested in mum's Espirit bag though. Sad! But takes time I guess. I'm going to try to sell some other things later.

Oh yea. Here's a picture of myself. Kinda my first cause I never taken picture of myself before like what my sister always. But here it is! TADA! Oops, I don't think I'll put it here. It's in my profile. Click it if you want to say it.

OK OK. I know what you guys would be thinking. "Nick! Nick! I can't believe that you... Gosh. Oh my god... NICK?!"

Please... Don't criticize it too harshly. Or I'll lose confidence in myself... Remember that before your tongues start lashing.

Yes! Finally! Zzz

Wowee! Never knew what they always meant by a "good night sleep" before... It felt grreeaaat!
But still not all is perfect. But what am I complaining about? I feel much much better! The doctor yesterday, Dr Tham I think he's name was. Gave me tablets to eat and gave me a jab in the bumm... *Touches Bumm Gently* There there... Its alright now little one...

So now... It's morning. And later I'm going over to Seoul Garden to catch up with my OBS mates. One of them is having her birthday today. Not sure what I can eat there though. I definitely HAVE and MUST stay away from anything that's going to make me itch.

Fried Chicken? No thank you.
A few prawns and crab? GOD! Are you nuts? Get that thing away from me! *Smacks hands away*
How about some meat? ARE YOU INSANE? Go stuff yourself mate!

Yer. I might as well turn vegetarian! Why not? Hmm, mum's not prepared yet with the recipe. She needs a variety of recipes before all of us can turn Vegetarian. There's someone in my group who's vegetarian and I guess I'll just follow whatever she eats. Haha. Then I guess I'll gorge myself on deserts. They won't cause me to itch will they? Like vanilla ice cream or whatever. If not I'll feel like I'm wasting my money. Its supposed to be a buffet!

Gosh.. There's so many people going. Not sure if I'm prepared for it. I don't like big social gatherings. Never comfortable with it....

Someone I never met walks over to me... "Hi! *Sticks out his hands to shake mine* I'm Phil. What's your name? I've seen you around a coupla times so yea just saying Hi!"

Me: *eyes opened with fear* Mouth opens wide and starts to scream silently... "Noo! Go away! I'm anti-social! Couldn't you tell already you arsehole?! GO AWAY! Which part of "go away" don't you understand?!"

Haha. Well, I won't do that later but I'll try my best to talk as much. Hope I won't make a fool of myself! Damn! Its Saturday already. And I can't believe school's gonna start soon. Bummer. New class, new friends and teachers again. SIGHS! When I just settled down. My friend Kanesh... He has a blog and he's in Pioneer JC. He looks like he's enjoying life there. And he's taking H2 sciences! Well good fer him! I'm happy for him. Look at me! Bleargh.

Look at the time. It sure flies pretty quickly doesn't it? And soon all of us would be married and complaining about our in-laws soon! Haha... Yea. Imagine that...