ASSes

First day of school... Nothing much really. Bit of nostalgia when I was walking towards school. Saw all these different coloured uniforms. I was like: "Wow, and I was in their shoes last year." Incredible...

Got in school and immediately, I felt... I felt... Hmm, I don't really know how to put it. I felt, ill at ease. Yea that's it. Ill at ease for some strange reason. I felt very awkward as well. I don't know! Don't ask me!

So anyway, I thought first day of school and I was thinking the teachers should be letting us off easy! But noooo. They HAD to make us believe it WASN'T the first day of school. They HAD to get pissed at us. They even HAD to use the F__k word. My my my! They're asses! All of 'em! And the debt collectors ("Treasurers" or so they claim to be) came at us without mercy.

20 dollars for lit!
16 dollars for this!
10000000 dollars for that, this and that one too.

Aargh, and a lit presentation to be done by tomorrow. SIGH. Time to be NICK. Procrastinate! Tell the teacher you'll get it done by the next lesson! Yea that's the way! Woo woo! We're rooting for you baby! (FYI: I really didn't do anything. REALLY planning to do it only on the weekends)

Dad's still being a childish freak. NOW he wants me to pay the phone bills by myself. I mean I'm fine with forking out the money and givin' it to him so he can pay through the net for he has some e-banking thing while I don't. NOW, he wants me to do it by myself. Through some stupid S.A.M or AXS machine. AXS my foot, I'll get a katana and slice the machine.

Can't wait for the weekends to come. Wish I was still working. It was fun though a bit boring at times. But still fun!

Maybe I really should have gone to poly. I dunno, after hearing what the teachers have said. I don't really think I'm up to it. Can I really BE hardworking for once? Can I really STOP putting things off? Can I really PUT my head into the work I'm given? I doubt myself. Doubt it. Maybe I'd be better off in a polytechnic. A level seems like a huge unreachable mountain. A dark, ominous fortress in my mind's eye.

*Shivers*



Scary thoughts.
Go Go Away!

School, AGAIN?!

School, AGAIN?!


So here we are peoples. Living in the year of 2008. How does it feel? Does it taste any different? Does it LOOK any different? Does it SMELL any different?

Not really huh.

Just remember to write 2008, and not 2007 while writing the dates on your assignments.

SO, school begins next year huh. Oh wait, silly me, its THIS year. *Smacks forehead* Gosh... A year has come and gone already? That's pretty quick. Wew and gosh, gosh gosh gosh gosh, school begins TOMORROW? STUFFFF ITTTTTTTT. I refuse to believe school starts tomorrow! No! School is going to start when I want it to start. HA! Take that MOE!

Or not... Sighs.

Dad's being emotional all of a sudden, something to do with the invited guests of my sister's birthday party this Saturday. For this sorta events, usually it'll be my mother's side of the family that comes. Besides it being more fun with them around (no offense Dad, but there are more cousins nearer to OUR age) they're more willing to attend stuff like this compared to my Dad's side of the family. And so it happens, that my Dad is actually, envious, no wait, or should I say "Jealous" of the enthusiasm, the spirit that my mother's side of the family has. He wishes that HIS side of the family would be more like them. (Them meaning, my mother's side) It's all very complicated isn't it?

The problem:

He wants to invite my aunts from his side of the family to my sis's birthday party. There's nothing wrong with that, its just that my mother doesn't want my sister's birthday party to be such a big deal where we have to invite two sides of the family you see. I mean, with my Dad's family here, its a pretty huge crowd already. Did I mention we have FIVE generations going on?

The Conclusion:

Now he's being emotional about this. Sounds kinda childish eh? Grown ups puzzle me sometimes. *scratches head* Hmm... Oh well... I can't stand it but I can't do anything about it. Aargh and with school just starting tomorrow he keeps going:

"What are you doing? You don't need to pack your bag for school is it? GO! You better keep that playstation before I throw it out. Don't think I don't dare arh." (Storms out afterwards)

No.... I have to be in that THICK THICK school uniform with the colour of dung AGAIN! Why can't we just wear our OWN clothes? Maybe that'll help boost our creativity which they say we lack so much. Grr... I wish I was still working. At least that was fun. Sort of...

I wonder what my friends are up to. How they are and stuff like that. And I'm talking about my secondary school friends. I don't have to worry about my JC friends cause like. I'M GOING TO SEE THEM TOMORROW? (For a WHOLE year, 52 weeks, 365 days and millions of minutes. So not to worry.) Ooo, I've changed my mobile number so everyone should know, except the teacher and school. And that's a good thing! Now, they can't call me if I decided to skip school! Muahaha! Ingenious! Plus! I can pay for a doc's visit anytime. (Heh heh. *Flashes ATM card) Especially since my skin's been acting up again! Woo! Everything's planned now. YESS.




Where's my Wii Wii?!
It's outta stock!
Outrageous!

Feeling Good

Feeling Good


Ahh still feeling high from the ball game just now. Wew. I FEEL GOOD. REAL GOOD. I was OWNING! GRR. AARGH! RAWR!!

I didn't win any games today but still, I was on fire! I was the ultimate defence! I was the human fly swatter. Swat swat swat and watch the ball go bye bye! Rawr! Gosh. I feel so good. I can tell the people who play with me do respect my skills. I respect theirs as well! It was altogether a good game today. Sis did well too! Well done! Kudos to you! We all tried our best and it turned out pretty well though we didn't win. Close game! 10-11.

FEEL MY WRATH. I DARE you to step into my territory. COME and feel my POWAAAAA.

Haha. Alright enough!

Heelim matie came over to my place today cause heard his plan for the day got messed up. It was good he came over, just felt that I should have given myself a kick on the butt because I should have talked to him more instead of playing games! Lol. Oh well, school's going to start, should have time. I suppose.

OH! I... Finally... Got... My... Own... ATM CARD! WOO HOO! Best Christmas gift ever! Lol. I hope I'll be depositing more than I am withdrawing. Yes! *Prances Around* I've got an ATM card, I've got an ATM card!

This year's Christmas Celebrations was freaking awesome! It was one of the best compared to the previous years. Spirits were lively! Everyone was having fun! No mahjong and no attention devoted entirely to the world of tiles. It was just super! =) Gosh, haven't had THAT much fun since... Since never! Ho ho, next week there's a bbq party for my cousins. (Birthday.) It should be fun too!

I'm quite happy! Tomorrow going out with Cass! Haven't seen her for a long long time. =)
That's all! I';m going to bed now. Think of happy stuff! Happy happy!



Human Fly Swatter ME!

YESSS

YESSS

I'm back! Ahh yes, I see the virtual dust bunnies hopping around.

HAVE YOU GUYS MISSED ME?!

I bet you did. I bet you guys have yet to take your daily dose of NickOHtine huh. Are you starting to feel the effects of not taking it? ARE YOU? Are the withdrawal symptoms showing yet? What are the withdrawal symptoms you say? Hmm here take a look:

Symptoms of insufficient dose of "NickOHtine"

- Keeping awake for more than 8 hours a day
- Taking in large quantity of air as a substitute for NickOhtine
- Having to take 3 - 2 meals a day

These are the most obvious symptoms. So if you do realise you are experiencing these, please immediately consult your local doctor! If you choose to ignore these signs, there will be dire consequences and don't say I didn't warn you! Cause I just did!

So anyway, TODAY! Last day of work was a nice one. Everything ended quite nicely. Finished early as well! Can't really imagine 25 days has come and gone already. So quick time flies! I was quite touched in the end. The examiner was really a super nice guy. Fatherly like. Mr Richard Whitehead was his name. He gave me a letter in an envelope and asked me to promise him to only open in when I got him, which I did. So got home, opened it and...

OMFG

His "little offering" contained 2 fifty dollar notes.

TWO 50 dollar notes.



WOW



Woo! I guess he thought it wasn't really much. I mean, if you did convert that amount to the British Pounds, its what, 40 pounds? He probably thought it was a reasonable amount. Lol. Well thank you sir! I'll be sure to look him up if I ever travel to Wales. =)

So holidays are coming to an end. That's quick. I think I'm suffering from amnesia. The word "literature" and "course" keeps floating around my head. Hmm, should be nothing... Well, it's pretty late right now. I think I'm going to catch up on sleep. And maybe drool over the two fifty dollar notes! It IS more than I ever got. Even compared to Chinese New Year.



NickOHtine

Friends

Friends


I'm sad.

I'm not sure how I should begin this but I'll try my best. Friends, they're there for you when you need 'em. Specially good friends right? I remember my first best/good friend (the '/' because apparently some people don't believe in best friends ;-) ) I had during primary school. Whenever my laces got untied, poof, as if by magic, she was there to help me tie it up. (Because I haven't learnt how to tie it yet) But it was still really nice of her. Then when I returned to Singapore, couldn't really keep in touch and everything fell apart. Kinda sad now, thinking back.

Friends, are they meant to be by your side throughout your entire journey through life? Sure you might lose contact with some of friends but they it's not like they won't push memories of you deep deep deeeeeeeeep down into the darkest, furthest recess of their mind and pretend as if you never existed in the first place right?

Right?

Well, at this point of time, I'm thinking to myself... "What the HECK am I trying to say." Good question. I'm trying to put my problem in a general way so that you can understand what I'm saying but cannot pinpoint who is involved in my dilemma. Got all that mate?

I'm just quite saddened and perhaps a tad bit jealous+frustrated+annoyed by the loss of a great friend. I could even say "best." He's drifting away, not just away from me, but all our friends as well. I feel like complaining on this post about this. I really should, but I wouldn't to cause any bad rifts. Sighs! Headache. Well I tried to salvage this relationship but its to no avail! Oh, tell me what I should do! I'm being pushed away! For what? For some... Some.... !#!@# other people? (Note: I mention no names, I am NOT accountable for anything.)

I just feel like grabbing his head and screaming into his face "WAKE UP! What are you doing?! Look at what we've become!" And a add a few smacks in for good measure.

I just feel sad. And I'll stop here.