Rec/L4D Remake

Here's my sister's and I remake of the game and movie REC/L4d.

Enjoy!

Whirlwind

Just went out with my friends for a movie (Despicable Me) at CCK. And it IS a good movie. It's worth it to check it out at a theatre. Like all animations (Up, Toy Story etc) it's all the same. Heartwarming story and all. The difference is just HOW they executed it.

Anyways, all the characters were really cute, especially the minions (picture). Wish I had some of them for companions! I'll be entertained for life.

Felt a little down after the movie though. Kept picturing myself watching it with her. Usually, whenever I watch movies, it's always with her that I watch it with. Oh well what to do. If at this point you still have not figured out what's wrong. Here it is:

We're over. Really. This is it. I'm not with her, she's not with me, it's completely over and we don't have anything to do with each other. Simple as that.

Honestly, I could see it coming. Saw all the warning signs, but I guess I disillusioned myself to believe that we could still make something happen. And I really did my best. After the first break up and getting back together again, I seriously did try to work hard and make things right. But guess the tears and the rose just wasn't worth it in the end. I'm not sure if you're going to be reading this or not, but I don't really care.

Truthfully, the first emotion that hit me was anger. I was SO PISSED at you. Why couldn't you tell me earlier? I came up with my own theory on that you know. But I really shouldn't state it out here huh. That would be so ungentlemanly of me. That's okay now. Like before, I wished you didn't continue to lead me on to things. I felt really hurt you know.

At this point, I've sorted out my thoughts and I am glad that I was partially prepared for this. I have nothing much to say anymore. Friends we are still you say, I guess so but in the end, you'll probably just end up as the "Oh-THAAAT-friend" friend to me. I sound terrible saying this don't I, but heck yea that's what I see it as.

8 years of effort, blood, sweat and tears I've put into this relationship?

Yep, thanks for letting it all go. I know I'm saying all these in spite, but I have to let it all out now. Sorry Casslyn, but this is what I think of this. I really think it's...

BULLSHIT.

Dear friends reading this,

Please don't be offended by this. I am sure at this point of time, my brain's intoxicated by negative emotions. So don't take anything to heart. It'll all be good and well soon enough. Just you wait. Actually I'm glad it ended. Wouldn't want it to drag on for so long anymore huh. Thank god.

One last announcement to make:

To all the females out there, NICK IS UP FOR GRABS.



HAHAHAHAHA.

Lick Me

Hello hello!

It's been such a long time since I blogged I don't really know where to start.

Alright, for starters, I would like to say... Or blatantly announce to the world that:

I LOVE STAYING IN CAMP.

Yes! That's the (ugly) truth.

I love the people I work with.
I love the crazy things my friends and I do.
I love complaining about other people with my friends.
I love meeting new strange people in camp.
I love what I do. (In a weird way. Don't ask why. I just do, despite the scoldings.)

And most importantly, I LOVE MY BED.

The reason for such a CRAZY ass move is cause of my rashes. I NEVER sleep well at my grandma's house and the only place where my skin recover is in camp. So there ya go. Shall book out on Saturday morning. (Yes! That's right, you heard me. Nothing incredulous.) Then afterward stay over at my mum's mum's place. Then sunday book in! Wohooo. Don't have to stay at home at all.

I think it's safe to say I am the FIRST amongst my fellow national brothers to go against the mainstream way of thinking, which the main objective is to:

1) Beat the system and KENG (to fake/cheat the system so as to get the most of it)
2) If you can't beat it, at least fight for a STAY-OUT.

HAHAHAHA. I'm loving it in camp!

Anyways, some short updates. Yes! Finally am done with MC-ing my cousin's wedding. Was a bit stressful since it IS their biggest day of the lives. But it was somewhat fun partnering with her sister (Jeslyn, also my cousin). It was my first time attending such a function without my family around. Felt kind of awkward standing around while everyone is with their family. But I must say, it was fun seeing all my cousin in their best wear. Everyone looked beautiful! Oh yea, I must say this. I've never had a SATISFACTORY vegetarian meal at a restaurant yet. It's only always below average. So yes, I'm still waiting for a mind-blowing, mouth drooling restaurant meal to come my way.

Ahh, yes finally my sistar has uploaded pictures of my visit to them in France. Still I will say she is SLOW as there are many more that has not been uploaded yet. (I know I know! You busy! Changing contrast and dunno what shit. Is it necessary!?) Here's one that I liked most. For others just check out my face... Book. (LOL @ "check out my face..." Book.)



Finally, I have unleashed my vent-up 20 years of rage for my sister. HA! Take that kick to your chest. It's not as if it'll get any flatter right...

LOL. (Just playin' sis.)

Other than that.. Nothing really going on. Uhmm but about us 2... Sighs. I still feel like there's something we really have to address but again it's what one of us don't want to. I can understand what's happening around you, but you must also understand what kind of place we're living in. That's all I have to say.




I love camp.

Human Bond

The human bond is a funny thing. It takes a lifetime to build up yet it takes just about one painful moment to wreck that lifetime of work.

Deceit. Disillusionment. Hurt. Disappointment. Resentment. Regret.

I won't beat around the bush anymore.

Dear Casslyn,

Why seek to cheat your own feelings when you're ready to let go already? Why do you even let me believe everything is still the same? Do you think it's still alright to lead me on thinking that we're still very much in love? All that intimacy? Does it mean anything to you? Now I know there wasn't any heart in it...

But why?
WHY?
WHY?
WHY?
WHY?
WHY?

I want to know WHY. Why did you do that? There's so many why's it's cracking my head into 2. There's just this big gaping black hole in my chest right now it's practically sucking away all the happiness around me.

WHY do you only have to break it to me AFTER showering me with all those false happiness? Are you doing it just to spite me?

It takes just that few minutes, that few text messages to topple that 8 years of effort and tears we had together. And I hope you know, it especially hurts when you break it to me after all that falsification. Think of what you're doing, not only you are breaking your bond with me, but with so many others as well. Everyone around us who knew about us...

So why Casslyn why?

It's just so hard to believe, that on that day, all the smiles, laughter, kisses and hugs we shared... All amounted to NOTHING.

Absolutely NOTHING.

Happiness leading to UNHAPPINESS. Ironic.

And you know what the worst part is? You knew what you wanted for this relationship yet you still allowed all the hugs/kisses we had for each other, especially on that day, to happen?

I guess that pretty smile of yours isn't so pretty anymore...

Last Exciting Moments in France

As we speak, (oops I mean as I type) I am eating from a bucket of Haagen Daz. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAgen Daz. Yes! Yes! Be envious of me for I am in France!

Anyway, it's like about 12am when it happened. I decided to try out the LED Copter thingy I bought when we were in Paris. It works like a slingshot. Pull back, release and it shoots upwards. The Blue LED on it reflects onto the 2 fluorescent strip of plastic then rotates when it starts coming downwards and so it looks pretty cool.

My sister and I went outside to find some open space (which wasn't much) to have a shot at it. Mum tagged along with us to have a look-see. Took us a few minutes to actually get it right and when I DID get it right, I accidentally shot it over the fence into our neighbour's yard...

LIKE WHAT ARE THE CHANCES OF THAT HAPPENING. Lol actually we all had a feeling that it would end up somewhere. There wasn't really much space outside.

We went around to the front of his yard hoping that there wasn't gate. Unfortunately there was one. An iron gate just below chest height with some green light and and some sort of mini camera inside the pillar next to the gate. I was pretty sure it was an intercom system to communicate with the house since it the house was quite a distance away from the gate itself. Oh did I mention it was pitch dark as well so we couldn't tell if they had some guard dog or not. (The dogs here are HUGE. Like MASSIVE What do they feed them man?!) As I debated with my sis the best way to scale the gate and back, I could hear my mum's worried words.

"Don't lah. Tomorrow morning then come and take. What if got alarm?"

Me: "Nah it's just some intercom system. Eh but what's that yellow alarm signal thingy on top?"

Sis: "No lah, it only lights up when the gates open. It's automatic right?" She takes a look, "Oh it's not."

Me: "Confirm anot!?"

Mum: "Nick, Joy! Don't get Daddy in trouble. Later we get sent back."

It was as if my mother wasn't there at all as my sis and I stood there still thinking of a solution.

"Eureka! We need a chair!"

I think we spent at least 15mins figuring out how to best retrieve the damn thing with my mum fluttering around with disapproving glances and remarks . (Oh why did it have to fly over?) In the end we scrapped the chair idea cause getting over was easy but coming back WITH the chair was hard and we climbed over from the side of the fence since there was some foothold there and we didn't have to worry about some high tech laser defence system guarding the front of the yard. I nimbly jumped over the fence, got the damn shit copter, threw it over and with ninja like agility, I scaled back.

I held up the damn copter and thought to myself, "Wow, now THIS means something now."

Guess my mum was in for something more than she asked for.





MUAHAHAHA.