Whirlwind

Just went out with my friends for a movie (Despicable Me) at CCK. And it IS a good movie. It's worth it to check it out at a theatre. Like all animations (Up, Toy Story etc) it's all the same. Heartwarming story and all. The difference is just HOW they executed it.

Anyways, all the characters were really cute, especially the minions (picture). Wish I had some of them for companions! I'll be entertained for life.

Felt a little down after the movie though. Kept picturing myself watching it with her. Usually, whenever I watch movies, it's always with her that I watch it with. Oh well what to do. If at this point you still have not figured out what's wrong. Here it is:

We're over. Really. This is it. I'm not with her, she's not with me, it's completely over and we don't have anything to do with each other. Simple as that.

Honestly, I could see it coming. Saw all the warning signs, but I guess I disillusioned myself to believe that we could still make something happen. And I really did my best. After the first break up and getting back together again, I seriously did try to work hard and make things right. But guess the tears and the rose just wasn't worth it in the end. I'm not sure if you're going to be reading this or not, but I don't really care.

Truthfully, the first emotion that hit me was anger. I was SO PISSED at you. Why couldn't you tell me earlier? I came up with my own theory on that you know. But I really shouldn't state it out here huh. That would be so ungentlemanly of me. That's okay now. Like before, I wished you didn't continue to lead me on to things. I felt really hurt you know.

At this point, I've sorted out my thoughts and I am glad that I was partially prepared for this. I have nothing much to say anymore. Friends we are still you say, I guess so but in the end, you'll probably just end up as the "Oh-THAAAT-friend" friend to me. I sound terrible saying this don't I, but heck yea that's what I see it as.

8 years of effort, blood, sweat and tears I've put into this relationship?

Yep, thanks for letting it all go. I know I'm saying all these in spite, but I have to let it all out now. Sorry Casslyn, but this is what I think of this. I really think it's...

BULLSHIT.

Dear friends reading this,

Please don't be offended by this. I am sure at this point of time, my brain's intoxicated by negative emotions. So don't take anything to heart. It'll all be good and well soon enough. Just you wait. Actually I'm glad it ended. Wouldn't want it to drag on for so long anymore huh. Thank god.

One last announcement to make:

To all the females out there, NICK IS UP FOR GRABS.



HAHAHAHAHA.