I'm tired of hearing my brother shout.
I'm tired of hearing my brother shout at my grandma.
I'm tired of hearing my brother shout at my grandma while his friends are around.

But...

I'm tired of myself for not doing anything about it.
I'm tired of not standing up for my grandma when I should.
I'm tired of myself for not being a better person.

For holding back when I should really take action.

I'M TIRED OF NOT TAKING HOLD OF MY LIFE.