Chapter's Done

Celebrated Grandma's 76th (I think) birthday today! That's alot of candles on a cake that looks like a bowl of noodles. Should check out my cousin's blog, SiJia (in my links) for pictures of the day. For she never fails to post pictures on days like this one.

It's been probably about a month since it happened. I'm pretty sure I'm over it. It just that any mention of it gets me really flustered up emotionally. Guess that's part of the process huh. I'm just so surprised and bewildered at this whole thing. The same question of "how" still haunts my mind.

Wish all those memories I could destroy like a chapter taken out of a book and burnt to cinders. It'll never be a shining memory to me anymore. Dripping with bad bad aura it is.

Shouldn't talk about it anymore. IT'S JUST BAD. To anyone reading this, I hope you'll never bring it up to me unless I started it first alright? Thank you very much.

And haha it's true what they say. When there's a new direction, a new focus in life, it's that much easier to get over it and start your life again. Just praying it'll not turn out to be some false light.

ANYWAYS, I've decided that since I've an allowance for serving the country, I better put it to good use. I have decided to get presents for the people close to me on their birthdays. Haha it was a first time that I've given my grandma a birthday present. I know I know, what have I been doing all these 20 years right? Well here I am! Giving out presents now! Haha hope she likes it.

CHICKEN ESSENCE.

Who wouldn't want that? Kind of disappointed though just now at her place. After I passed it to her, she thanked me and then placed it gently on the floor. I hung around anxiously before going to bathe since I thought she might open it to see what I've given her. But to my dismay, she went back to playing mahjong.

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Oh well... As long as she's happy on her birthday, I'm happy. Hahaha. She'll see it sooner or later I guess.

Sis's bf went over to France to visit her and my family. Wonder how's he coping there. Wonder how MY SISTER's coping. Lol. Just can't wait to join them again next year! Dang, if only I didn't have to server the army. What 2 years of fun I would be having! I'd definitely cherish it. When Dad got attached to the US, we were too young to know what was going on. Then he got attached to Australia, again we were in primary school, so still not old enough to cherish that once in a lifetime opportunity of living overseas. THEN now this is probably the last time Dad's going to get attached and I've to server? NONSENSE.

Envy my sister though... BETTER MAKE FULL USE OF IT JOY.