It's the Holidays!!!

Yes it is! And...
And...

It's not a holiday for me... Damn! I mean all I want is to just play play play all week before school starts again. Which I know I will suffer! I'll be nailed to a desk and books and notes will be all around me and I'll buuurrrnnnn...

I'm 100% sure life's gonna be hectic once this holiday is over. Project Work will begin and I PRAY with all my heart that I'll get good members! *Nick clasps his hands together and pray feverishly* Yes yes yes, god please give me good members!

Yesterday we went overseas! Malaysia that is. It was quite fun! We haven't went there for quite some time. I bought three games: Dirge of Ceberus, Naruto - Uzumaki Chronicles and NBA Live 2007. Then I forgot I left my PS2 at my cousins house. BUMMER. When we were coming back at the singapore Customs, there was this new self check passports machine thingy. My whole family managed to get through this new system except for me! I was so stressed! There was a whole line of people behind me so I gave up in the end. And the look my dad gave me... Made me feel tons worse. Bleargh! Why do they have to do that? Don't everyone act like that when they're under pressure? Don't YOU? I know you do...

Today, and I'm sure the next few days, my parents are going to nag at me to study. "JC already ah. Better study! I see you so relax I worry for you! The expensive TIME magazine I buy for you aso never read. Haiyo. Better not waste my money or else I take back your laptop. I tell you first..."

And now the pressure mounts. I have a stack of time magazines sitting on my desk and its piling up every week... Noooo.

Well... I'm too frustrated now to type any other stuff. My problematic skin and stuff. Bleargh. Hate it!!!

Oh god... Save me from my suffering. End It now...

More Visual Appeasment

Today was the new intake coming in and BOY, was there a lot of em! New faces. New strangers. (Wait, how can strangers be new?)

Everywhere I looked was someone new. I was grouped into a different "tribe" from my other friends. So none of my friends were in my tribe. They were the Orientation Group Leader anyways. The orientation was simply BORING. My butt hurt from sitting on the floor for so long. I don't know how the principal could just keep on droning on and on and on and on and on and on... (Like what I'm doing.)

I decided to skip the orientation during lunch. And I went out to catch a movie with Cass. Hannibal it was. NC-16. It was pretty gory. So many ways to kill a people. I didn't know. It was fun watching it with her thought the movie was a tad bit bad. I felt she deserved it anyways. It was my first, treating her to a movie. Thought I felt we should've chosen a better one instead. But yea it was a good day today.

Just found out from Cass that I can't go see her at her house anymore because her Dad thinks that since we're student we should concentrate on our studies first. It's not that I disagree with him but its like seperating me from her. I don't get to see her much and the only time I get to spend a whole lot of time with her is at her house. He said we could go out on dates but not to her home... Hmm, sighs. BIG SIGHS. Alright Mr Casslyn's Dad, I know I know. But yea I can't help but feel that me and cass are gonna grow further apart. GEez. What's his problem? Lol. Ok ok. I'll take it in my stride like the gentleman I am.

Tomorrow the "Mass Lectures" would start for the 1st intake and 2nd intake of students. SO BORING! I can sleep in the lectures. Just don't like it how my skin scrunches up when I go into an air con room. Yucks. And talking about my skins, I can't stand to sleep at night. I always wake up in the middle of the night and I HATE THAT! HATE IT HATE IT. DAMN SKIN.

Would anyone care to trade skins with me?

Oh well. Here's some other pics I took last time. Some of em are funny. Like this one I took of my dad as he was eating something halfway... Haha!
Then here's another one of my SUPER DUPER strong cousin Hauwei!

Ok that's it... Hmm next time I'll do more! Well tomorrow is upon us! Farewell my friends!

My life is a mess...

I've haven't been doing this for a long time because of things happening in school.

I feel like at this moment in time, my life is kinda messed up now. I don't know what to do, where I should go. School isn't what it used to be like any more. My friends. I don't know. They're different from my previous class. Then again, they're new so I can't compare. But still, I feel as if I'm not part of their "group". All I'm doing in class is put myself in a little corner and stare blankly at the floor. While all my classmates are laughing happily. And to me, I can see they can't really be bothered about me. There are a few of 'em who care and it's nice. Thank you. But I guess it's just me. I can't adapt myself that quickly. Lessons like economics and maths are slowly and painfully killing me.

"Congratulations. You're class has just set the record for the lowest score for your economics assignment."

(All of them then turn their head to look at me at this point) Mrs E, (remember her?) then told me: "Nick I think you should drop economics. Because *looks at my pathetic score* Or you should just change your subject combination"

Sighs... I'm so frustrated. I don't know how to explain this feeling inside of me. Its like there's a well of emotion inside of me, all tangled up together and wanting to burst out of me but can't. The work just keep coming in now. I am starting to feel the stress. I want to yell at the top of my lungs and scream. Scream till my throat go hoarse and I can't speak. Scream till I cough out blood.

Maths is a killer. I need help. All I do now is just sleep in class since I don't understand. I need to do something about it. I need Cass to help me. But just now we had a fight. About trust. Trust is definitely important. Do I trust her enough? Yes I do. But I don't show it. How come? I don't know. I joke with her and... Never mind, its too complicated. But I'm relieved now, we stopped our quarrel. I don't think I can take another blow is something happens to her and me. I don't think I will be able to go on with my life in school if that happens. If she stops talking to me, there's not much people left in school who i really know and I'll feel like a total stranger. I feel like the stupidest kid in school. So what if you got 16 points Nick? So what? They (my classmates) got 14 12 10 9 points... What is 16 points? PATHETIC. You are stupid, Nick, that's why you got a pathetic 6 outta 30 for economics.

I felt so so very sad that day. I felt like I should have cried but I didn't. It would have been more embarrassing. I can't help but feel inferior to my classmates. Am I really not good in anything? Basketball. No I am not good, there are others better. English? No, there's still others. So what other talents do I have? NOTHING. I am a piece of crap. Just lying on the side walk, unimportant. Waiting for people to step all over me.

Did I make the correct choice in choosing JC? Or should I have taken up psychology in a polytechnic? I'm a mess now I am...

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Behold! It's the year of the GOLDEN Pig

Happy happy chinese new year my friends! The year of the golden pig is upon us! May all of you eat more "pok!" (Ello Sir! No pok no pok! Lol kidding. Just playing with ya)

Well. I'm at my grandma's house now. Ain't so bad you know why? Cause there's a wireless broadband here! Muahahahaha. I've been online since 1am till now. Which is exactly 10.41pm. Woo! A fiesta! And isn't there something about staying up as late as possible so that your parents will live a longer life? Well mum, dad. Your noble and filial son is here! TA DA! I'll stay up anytime for you guys... *wink wink* (Nick creeps to the room looking for his laptop smirking)

Hmmm time flies. Another chinese new year is here. My 17th one! Aiee... Don't think this one I will totally enjoy it cause of my DREADFUL skin. It keeps recurring. It's so so so so annoying! Someone save me! I hate my skin. Its so bad. Before this i thought it was recovering, now... SIGHS. AARRRGGHHH! I want to scream!

Oops. I just got back from home. Went back to bathe and stuff. Had my medicine and its making me soooo drowsy. I feel like sleeping but I don't wanna. I wanna play com! You don't get much chances like this! To play to dawn! So yea! Carpe Diem! Seize the Day! Hahaha... Well it's like 4.40am now. Woo. I wonder how long i can stay up till I drop. Let's find out eh? Well there's not much to tlak about. I think I'm gonna play some DOTA. Or I'm gonna fall asleep soon.

YAAWWWWWN

Recollections

So hey peoples! Oops! It's been long hasn't it? hahaha. Sorry, been busy.

So lets back track the days I haven't wrote anything. Let's see... Oh yea, how can I forget? *slaps forehead* The O Levels! My god. I can't believe it. It's like. We've been slogging our asses off for four years and it all comes down to THIS day? This VERY day? This one day? This TWO hours?

* Pause. Blink Blink*

Gosh, that's the reality and its hard to believe it. I was super super nervous! All I could do was just keep shuffling my feet around. But it felt good to be in school again. Saw some of my school mates. Shafizah, (one of my MC partner for the musical) was MC again for a school's performance. Hmm she's getting prettier I must say! Lol... But relax Cass, you're still the one I want! Lol. Then the time came for my results! EEEk!

*Drumroll*

And the top student for this year O levels is.... Roseanne Chan! Sheesh! Like we DIDN'T know already... (13 points lowest. Pathetic isn't it our school?) Next was Ting2... Then they had the 4 distinctions students. Which I am proud to say... is my Casslyn! WOo hoo! Go crazy! Yippee! Oh yea oh yea.. Who's the man? *Points at Cass* She's the MAN. I mean, you know, Da MAN. Yea! Then there came the students with THREE distinctions. Right now, my heart was POUNDING my chest. I pray... AND... IT CAME TRUE! Lol. I was so happy! Got three distinctions! WOohoO! Turned out I had 16 points. I still expected better though. Maybe 14?

English - A2 Literature - A1 (Well DUH) Maths - A2 (Unexpected!) MT - B3 (WOW!)

Lol those were the ones I thought I did well. My science was terrible. C5. But I was happy happy. Parents took us out for dinner. Was wonderful. Thanx mum and dad!

Then the next day was the school's funfair. It was alright. I volunteered myself to be thrown at with pie. Was OK, 'cept for the egg. I didn't like the egg. Smelt terrible! Then there was the Sun. The blazing hot sun, beating down on my neck. Aiee! I was sunburnt! And my skin... Ahh, I look like a total freak! (Or freck! Hahaha) Shit. I looked like chocolate. Mmmm delicious eh? My neck hurt like hell whenever I tried touching it. Even washing it hurt. *whimpers*

Well today, was happy happy as well. Dad got me a new cell! WOW! A K610i. Good phone! *Applauds* Thank you thank you! I would like to thank my parents, who without them, this wouldn't be possible... Blah blah blah. I'm so happy that I'm talking rubbish! Lol... Valentines Day yesterday was cool! I got cass a bracelet with her name on it. Thought it looked nice on her. She got us a pair of couple rings. With our names engraved on it... Aww so sweet! She has my name and I have hers! Lol, 'cept I wear mine around my neck cause... You know.

Today... School wasn't that graet at all. Cass. Sighs... Saw you sitting between two guys, with NO girls. And you were sitting TOO close to one of the guys I think. Didn't like it that's why I wasn't happy today Cass. I know you know I wasn't happy. I just didn't wanna tell you. And... The thing is... You even like... Sighs... Never mind... I'll let it be. But still... Forget it...

Jesus! There's homework?

Oh my lord! I have so much homework to do! And I have absolutely no intention to do it... We went to china town a few days back... It was quite nice actually. I like goin out like this. You get to see alot of strange and interesting people. It was so crowded. But at least it wasn't as hot as last time. We were walkin in quite a narrow alley and there was a sea of body pressing against me... ( I think some lady accidentaly nudged her boobs against me... EEks!) But yea it was interesting. The food was excellente! I love to eat...

By the time we got back it was really late and I was shack. Got on my bed and ZZZzzz... There was no school for me on friday cause I had nothing to do with my school's opening ceremony. (And luckily for me there was no training.) BIG SIGHS, every monday is such a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooonnnnggggg day for me. School's till five. OMG! And there's basketball again. If i'm not wrong there's a match tomorrow. A friendly. Now don't get me wrong. I do love matches, its just that I always go back late so I don't like it. And I haven't started and the god forsaken economics project yet... Bummer and there's GP work geography work and whatnot... I don't feel like going to school and I'm seriously considering doing just that! I'm just worried that they'll call home and I'll be dead, but so far I asked those people who absented themselves they said they didn't recieve any call... So hopefully yea... Cross my fingers!

I was at my grandma's yesterday making those "honey combs". You know... Those you eat during chinese new year! It was quite fun really... We were very much like a production team me and my sis... I made the combs, she flipped, I collect... And the process would keep goin on and on until we're out of the paste. And in between, those wonky and freaky lookin pieces of honey combs, we would eat it. So it won't look like some "extras" admists those nice lookin one. And by the time it was dinner, we were already full!

I'm at my other grandma's house and YES YES YES! I finally got the wireless network up and going!!! I'm such a genius... I know I am... Har har har. The network name my friends is called... NickRox. Yea he isn't he?

Sighs... Shit my homework... HOw how how how??? I really wanna skip school...

I'm Beat

Ohhhh Peoples! Peoples! Two tests already during the first month? Aiee! *Nick grows faint* I'm not ready for that yet! I had a literature test today. I didn't even bother to study. I mean god, I was so tired... The test didn't even had a proper question! Something about the wind. I wrote two pages worth of "waffles" (what my friend Adil always says for nonsense). My other friend Jeremy however who was sitting beside me was writing so furiously... He's so pro in english!

Then there came the maths test. (They just keep comin in don't they?) I totally flunked. I really regret not taking Additonal Maths. I only did two questions! TWO QUESTIONS! I can guarantee you that it won't even get my a quarter of the total marks.

Then the teacher with the mouthful of marbles came... She's so B O R I N G. Boring Boring Boring Boring... I had to do a family tree for homework... I decided to do my dad's side cause its HUGE. But it was tedious even drawing the family tree... I had 5 generations!!! WOo! Now tell me if anyone.. And I mean ANYONE has more generations then my family... I would gladly piss on my own hand. Now that's the truth... But I need to know that person first. Heehee.. Oh is the best! Oh is the best!

Training was so tough... Tough tough tough. Ran from school all the way to Christchurch then up 11 stories of stairs two times. Back to school. Train skills for another five hours then by the time I was home it was already 7.15pm... Dead beat. I'm not sure if I can handle it... Well I'm skippin econs tomorrow again. Wonder if I'll get blacklisted or anything... Then again, its the first three months. But that's what they always say right?

Nerves

Woah my god! I just had my first REAL basketball tournament yesterday! It was so totally nerve-wracking! A full court game! Not those half court ones! I saw how the J1 basketball players played and I was beginning to get so nervous. The coach was playing tactics as well. A 2-3 zone and a halfcourt man to man. Ok I understand the latter but not the former! What the hell is a 2-3 zone? She explained it was a formation.

I couldn't even get the practice straight how could I get that right? Warm up was really really confusin me. Pass to that guy, run to the other side. Catch the ball shoot. Then grab rebound and pass to another guy. May sound simple here but it wasn't! I was so confused! This was the first friendly match against Saint Andrew's. During the match I saw how the J1 played and I was so bloody nervous. I was thinking to myself: "Oh no. how? I don't think I can handle this sorta stress. I think i should quit." I was put into the game afterwards. It was OK. The floor was really slippery though. (We were playing in their hall) No grip! I couldn't defend properly. I was pulled out after 5 mins. well I can't complain. At least i got to play, one of my friend didn't even get to play. Poor him! When I got back it was like 10 pm already. I never had school so late b4!

I also met my new Geography teacher too. She was an old hag. (Well maybe just for that day. She's new so I'll give her time) The way she talked. Oh my gosh. I could fall asleep on the spot. Standing as well. It was as if she had tons of marbles in her mouth. Yea. Try talking with a mouthful of marbles. Ok, THAT was how she talked. Geez wheez.

Today, during Civics we were practicing how to sing the school song. It was new (made by Dick Lee and a few others) so we had to practice. The thing is, a few days back I was chatting with my friends (from Innova) and they said I sounded like a guy from The Fray (who are they anyways?) so they asked me to sing. I was reluctant at first but I gave in. I sang a couple of verses from the Australian national anthem. I thought they would just forget about it there. BUT noooo. Then my teacher even knew about it so she asked me to sing SOLO. Like hell.

I didn't even get to see Cass much the whole day. Only in the morning which was like err 5mins? After which I never got to see her again for the whole day. Poor me. Supported my friend by buying "Macho Nachos" from their stall. It was Ok. Average. Not that great. But still. Heelim told me it was only $2. But it turned out to be 3. (Heelim! I want a refund you liar!)
Now I'm hanging out in the school library slacking. Our whole class decided to skip Econs tutorial. (Take that Mrs E! Hiya! Nick:1 Mrs E:0 ) Ooooo I wonder if we'll get in trouble on thursday, heard she made another make up lesson. (Hopefully not, or else I know we'll get a beating.) Later, going to get ANOTHER candy floss at the Pasar Malam! Yippe!! I LOVE CANDY FLOSS. Melts in your mouth. So delicious! AHEM! Attention everyone! My name is now changed to... Nick Candy Floss Oh! Remember that! Or Candy Man! HAHAHAaa... I love myself! Vain I know...

Nnooooo!

Well I'm here once again.

To pour out my feelings on this. We just came back from a "Pasar Malan" (is that how you spell it? A night market?) Ate quite a bit. Then I tried talking to my dad about getting a phone. A prepaid phone I don't even mind. As long as I get to use it for my OWN god damn use. My dad is soooo hard to talk to sometimes. AARRGGGH!

And he keeps repeating the same thing. I don't even think he bothered to even THINK about what I said. *Stares daggers at dad* Will it kill him if I used the prepaid phone for my own sake? Use the money I saved to top it up? Will it? Sighs... Just... SIGHS. I give up. I'm so frustrated. I wanna

((((( E X P L O D E ))))))


Night creepy peeps.

Ouch! Mummy!

OOOoooo...

Found out this morning that P.E is a no-no. Nuh uh! Woke up to pain in my right foot where I injured it yesterday. Mummy where are you??? Boohooohooo. I want mummy! I wanted to walk to school this morning but Dad INSISTED I took his car. I didn't really want to cause I wanted to enjoy the morning air but noooo he was like: "Nick OH, you better get in this car, or else ah!" *Laughs* I must be the WEIRDEST and DUMBEST guy in the world. Got a Dad who's willing to ferry me to school and I reject him? (Guess there's a screw loose in my head somewhere...)

I went to school in my thongs (not the other "thong" you sickos...) and it felt weird. Heh. Oh well. School is great! I found out my whole class is in Rasalas. The Lion! Here me ROAR!!! I'm runnin competitively for X Country too! Cheer me on! I wanna hear all y'all say " Nick is best Nick is best! We LOOOVVEE NICK! Hurray!"

Tonight's meal is gonna be great! Pasta! Itz zee best! My muzzer izzz ze grreeeatest cook of all ze timez. You know, you muz try her cooking sometimez. Its zimply ze best! Well, the smell is wafting into the room as I speak. My stomach heeds the smell... I muz go now... Zis smell is unbearable. Pleaze excuze moi.... Mmmm... Pasta!

Amazing Graze

Went to school as usual. Nothing exciting there.

However, I still have doubts whether I should continue studying in a JC or should I go poly or seomthing? Sighs... Choices and choices. I'm kinda confused. Poly or JC? Poly or JC?

In the afternoon, I spent my time at Cass's house using the internet. Learning HTML codes. It really is quite interesting you know? Heh. Anyways, after that I went to play basketball at the court near my house. Gosh! I still had the touch. Yay! I was destroying the other team I was playing against. It was a 2 on 2 with my sis on the team. Joy was off form though. She wasn't shooting as well as she should. Oh well, can be improved, especially her defence. (It's basketb Joy! Not netball!) I was on a shooting spree! Shoot - pause - swish Shoot - pause - swish Shoot - pause - swish. Hee hee. THERE'S NO STOPPING ME! Then suddenly, I somehow slipped and the inside of my right foot dragged against the asphalt ground. Ouuuuucccchhhh! My whole skin got peeled off! Eeewwwwwwww... At first there was no blood. Just a white patch. Later, blood came seeping out as if I turned on the tap on my leg. (Naww, just playing, not that serious)

But puh-lease I'm a MAN. What's a little graze? Sheesh. Its NUTHIN. Har har har. Then when I was in the bath... Ouch ouch ouch! Aarrrgghh it hurts like hell! Mmmooooommmmyyy! Boo hoo hooo... I hope it won't hinder me from running tomorrow during our school's "Killer P.E"

And DAMN, just when I'm about to have the first proper basketball training tomorrow... Sighs. I hope I still can play. Geez, I gotta go. Dad's railing at me. (What if you get caught? Not my problem arh.) Ya ya ya. My problem my problem....

Oh yeah forgot to tell you that my other economics Teacher speaks really weird. She has the high pitched voice and always ends her sentence with a "OKeh? Alright? Okeh" Imagine sounding high pitched and saying that. I can't stand it. Makes my hair rise... Brrr... *Shudders*

Who's Da Man?

Who's the man? *Points at myself* I'M THE MAN! Let's hear all y'all say it again!!! Who's the man? *Cups my ears and waits for an answer* Yea that's right peoples!

NICK IS THE MAN!!! YES YES YES!!!

Yep, I am. No question about that. Yesterday, which was wednesday. I went for basketball trials. I thought I almost could not make it. But PHEW, thank god. We were divided into four groups which will take turns playing against each other. Since my group had six people and basketball plays only 5v5, (no duh) I sat out the first part of the match and I let the other guy play. (Weez, I'm such a nice guy eh?) By the time I was on, I think, 7 people already got their names down on the list. I was so damn nervous. I mean. Like, what if I didn't make it? What will happen then? Was I really the weakest in the school? Sad to say, I didn't get to touch the ball much when I was on. I did once. And I was on a fast break. With two defenders behind. But they were too far to catch up. However. I BLEW THE STUPID LAY-UP!!! Nooooo! I was done for. I couldn't even complete a simple lay up. Bye bye Basketball team.

And a deep rumbling ran through Nick's body. Adrenaline started to pump through his blood. Seconds went by, and Nick felt a sudden surge of energy running through every part of his body. He felt totally psyched and amped. I know I am going to do it, he says. With raw determination, Nick took to the court again.

A ball came at him, passed by his team mate. Nick was suddenly out in front with only one defender in front of him. Gritting his teeth, Nick wanted to do this right. Show them once and for all, he was not to be trifled with. Basketball was his game. His life. His story. No one, and he means NO ONE will stop him. Without hesitation, Nick approached his defender. With one step, he took the ball behind his back and within another step, got the ball to his left and to the front of him. At the same time, beating his defender. With a sudden rush of speed, Nick blitz towards the basket and took off into the air. With a flick of his wrist, the ball landed on the backboard and into the rim with a soft swish of the net. And the crowd grew wild! Applause and shouts came from the grandstand from those who watched!

With raw grit, Nick locked on his offensive player. He swiped at the ball of his defender and popped out it came. He rushed towards the basket. Two defenders were right in front of him. His team-mates was behind him and he couldn't pass. Without pausing to think, Nick put on his speed. WOoooosh. He flashed past in between the defenders. Leaving them in a trail of dust and left for an easy lay-up. Once again the crowd became wild. They loved him!

Yep, that was almost like how I played it. And finally! My name was down in their list! Woohoo! Showed them some skills and the loved it! What can I say? They love me! Hee hee. But noo, Nick you must be humble. And Humble bumble I will be. Tomorrow there'll be another trial for those who got past the first trial. There were 15 of us and my guess is that they are going to drop 5. I really do hope I can get in! Wish me luck mah mates! So now, I gotta rest. Meditate. Visualise yourself Nick...

And he dances around the court. His feet a blur. Leaving defenders and players stunned...

Waves of Sadness

School. Was. Alright. Yes it was. Well, everyday, the bonds between my classmates are getting stronger and stronger. Only been 5 days and all of them are hanging out after school already! Gosh... Wowee. Great classmates huh? Today, I was voted as PE rep. (Phew, hopefully it would turn out to be an easy job)

Tomorrow would be basketball trials and I'm taking part. Hopefully I would make the cut! Should be able to. Hmmm, but I haven't played against any real good competition in Innova yet. So yea. I'm quick, I'm a good defender plus I am a fair shooter. I'm sure they'll LOVE me! Heh.

Went home and trained basketball for a while. Shooting I managed. But when I switched between set shots and jump shots. I totally screwed Jump shots. I think I am gonna stick to set shots tomorrow until I fix my jump shot. Yes yes yes! Go Nick go! You're the MAN man! If you can't do it, NO ONE CAN! GOOOOOOo NIIICCCK!

Got back, and found out a dog followed my cousin Hauwei and sis Joy back. Wow. But the dog was old. They returned it downstairs. I wouldn't want to keep it anyways. If it is a puppy I wouldn't mind. Then was online speaking with cass and that's the sad part. Suddenly she asked if I would break up with her. I mean, what the hell? In the end, she was affirming our relationship. Phew. Love her too much I guess.

*BIG SIGH* I need to go now. Still need to review my maths for tomorrow. Teacher teacher! You speak like a robot! Please slow down teacher!

*Cough Cough*

Crap.

I feel like crap today. I guess I didn't get enough sleep at the challet. Feeling really really terrible. Flu, cough and I think I have a fever. I couldn't even concentrate in school. And it's the first day! By the time I went for my second lecture, I was ZZzzz ZZZZzzzz...

My economics teacher looked like the Mum of Clydia (the girl who my mum looked after at my house) and I hate that face. She's so strict. "Economics is an easy subject" Puh-lease. I heard it a thousand times before and I have no intention of hearing it agan. So shut your trap please. It's making me feel worse.

And Maths. Ohhh Maths. I don't even want to go there. But still I will.
I
HAVE
NO
CLUE.

I really looked like an idiot in class. It's even more stress knowing that all my classmate took A Maths for their O Level so they have an added advantage. Seeing them doing the exercises in their notes made me want to tear out my hair! (Not that I have much) I tried to revise my work today but still I CAN'T UNDERSTAND A GOD DAMN thing!!! SHITAMA! The only subject I really enjoyed was Geography and Literature. The good news is that we might be going for an overseas trip to Tioman during the year. Yay!

Well we have visitors here in my house. Gotta go. Not mum mad at me for not coming out.

I love my life...

Oh yes! I love my life! My JC's three days Orientation programme was a blast! Today was excellent! We did ALOT of cheers. I cheered my lungs out for my clan. We do alot cheering that's for sure...

The day started out with a bang. In the hall, we were shown a display of RC kites. And that was SO COOL! Complete with lights and hovering effects. (Wish I had one of those) I met my cousin Vivian there. She studies there as well. And that's a good thing. I met her once more during lunch and since the canteen was packed like hell, she let me and cass sit with her friends and her. I felt SOOO BADD. That's because I didn't know her friends and I just butted in like that. They must be thinking Who the hell is this baldy? And WHAT THE HELL is he doing here. Taking up our space as if this is his house. Well, I felt so guilty that I ate with my head down all the way. LOL, and Cass can still manage to talk to me! I truly admire her "sotongness". Hee.

When I reached home I was drenched from head to toe. *shakes fist at the sky* Stop drinking so much water damn you! Got back, bathe and used the laptop to play my games. THEN, dad appeared on the scene. And boy! Did he whipped up a storm for me!

Dad:" Who say weekdays can play game? Who say?"
Nick:" Wad?! I thought..."
Dad:" You tot. You tot you saw a pussy cat arh?"
Nick:" No. I..."
Dad:" Stop! I know.. I KNOW... Well what if Joy is studying? BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH"

I didn't bother to hear the rest of his nonsensical droning. Mum called me out for dinner and I walked out of the room feeling pissed. I got my food, ate it in 4 mins flat. Purposedly. I filled up my bowl again and devoured it in less than 2 mins this time. I was bound to have a tummy ache but I couldn't care less. I was angry and ANNOYED. GRRrrr...

Forget about it Nick. Tomorrow's another day. Sighs.. Hopefully. I've been on the net for a long time now. I really hope Heelim (my tall freaky good mate) can go out 5pm. So we can go for the challet. Cass too.. Really excited. (Don't think dirty my friends... Cause the Amazing Nick knows everything) If Heelim can't go... I am DEAD MEAT.

Lets PRAY
HOPE
WISH
That everything goes smoothly...

Wooo, what a day!!

Woo, what a day it was for me! First day of school in a entirely new school life. In a Junior College!

But as usual, first day of school does not go smoothly for all. Sure there was bound to be some ups and downs am I right? My friends and I agreed to meet at the back gate of Innova JC at 7.30 am. So yeah, I notified Cass as well. I agreed to meet her at Si Ling Primary school's bus stop. (Because she doesn't know where the back gate is) Well... I actually told her to reach there at 7.15am. But somehow she misintepreted. She came at 7.30. I was so so so so so so so anxious! Every moment that dragged on, the more flustered I became. Everywhere I looked was people going to school. As time went by, there was lesser and lesser student. And DAMN was I worried like hell? I was almost drenched in my sweat! Every bus that came I praued and prayed like I never prayed before hoping that it would be her on that bus.

At a moment of time, I actually thought of not waiting, because I thought she already went ahead without me! But I was thinking: Ok ok... Last bus. Last bus. The next one. She's not on... I AM GONE. But phew, luckily I waited for that last bus. And there she came.

School started off pretty well. Got there on time and I found my group. (Sadly it was true. Was seperated with all my friends. And all my other friends managed to get into the same group. ARrrgh Damn them!) As usualy, the principal would welcome us, (and as usual it would be BORING.) Then we went up to the hall and teachers talked and talked. Droned on for so long I nearly fell alseep sitting up. We were divided into four groups. It was themed "Olympians" So there was the Titans (which I was in), there was the err Suprabeings and two other I can't really remember. Anyways, in all these group, we were further sub divided into smaller groups. So in the Titans, my group was called "Ophrion" I think it's named after stars or constellation. Yea. The Titan's had Suprabeings as their allies and so on. And they would make us up into one clan. Tomorrow we would be having a clan war, and we were promised it would be a WET and WILD one. Hmm, wonder what they hve got planned for us.

Overall it was pretty exciting. My group was pretty enthusiastic. (Or should I say "Enthu" like how my group leader would say it.) Har har har. Can't wait for tomorrow. HOWEVER, friday's ends at 10pm! Oh no! What about our challet? Gosh...

Oh well, all we can do is wait. Perhaps we'll be excused. If not... The only way would be to: RUN or pointank (is that how u spell it?) Hopefully we'll be allowed home earlier. Hee. Can't wait for tomorrow!

A New Year, A New Life...

Uh huh, a new year, a new life it is. Air is fresh, and Chinese new year is coming. Good year to start everything again. Why not do things you didn't managed to do last year? A new year resolution! Hmmm, this year, I will try to be more helpful towards my mum. Hey mum, you can't finish that? I'll help you eat it up! Har har har... Yes yes. A new year resolution.

Sighs, Dad is nagging at me now. "Oi. School start alrady still play game."
Nick:"I am not playing games!"
Dad:"I don't care. As long as you're using the laptop, you are playing game."
Nick:" NO! AARRGGH."

Won't they just stop telling me what to do? I KNOW school starts already. I KNOW its late. I KNOW when I should stop. I KNOW what I should prepare. JUST let me do what I want alright? 17 this year already. HELLO. I'm not so stupid. If I'm playing games, I will stop. Don't worry so much. Sheesh parents.

Damn, I'll be in a different class with all my friends... NOOO! Especially Cass. Dang it! Ah. So nervous. What if I don't meet up to the teacher's expectation? What if everyone's smarter than me? What if? What if? So many questions run through my head... Nooo! Sighs. I guess I better keep it now, or else, Nyah nyah nyay nyah nyah nyah. (Their voice can be so irritating sometimes) Must keep already Nick! I hope you know you're doing.

Yes yes yes! i know I KNOW! God...

Would you pardon a silly old boy?

Sorry folks,

I didn't post anything for awhile cause I was totally pissed at blogger. (For awhile) I kept messing up my templates and had to redo everything... AARrrggh! You should know how frustrating that is. Geez!

Today I was out the whole day. My family and I went to a barbeque (or is it spelt barbecue?) at our relatives house. Was pretty OK. I played basketball then ate ate ate. (I sinned again! Too much meat.) I tried my hand at cooking the food. Gosh! I didn't know when the food was ready! Anyways, as usual my brother Don was acting like a geek again. He kept prowling around the pit, waiting and waiting. Ready to pounce upon the food the moment it is served. (What a freak)

Cass is back today... Couldn't find a chance to call her. Nooooooo! Going to go see her tomorrow except don't know how to notify her before hand. If I don't and I just appear to an empty doorstep, what a total bummer that would be... How??? I'm shivering with anticipation! Oh dear! *Deep breath* It's ok... I'll just tell her tomorrow. It's too late anyways.

Well lots of things to do on my blog. I didn't know it was so much work. Har, at least it'll give me something to do. And school starts in TWO MORE DAYS!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... TWO MORE DAYS! Can you believe it?! So fast? Boy oh boy... Unbelievably unbelievable!!!

NO!!!

Crap crap crap crap and CRAP!!!

Well, I am at my cousin's house now... And I was messing around with the blogger thing. So I was just previewing the differences I made, so I could always revert back to my original, then... I pressed the STUPID "Save Template Changes" button!! ARRRGGHH. Stuff you blogger! Don't you have a god damn confirm button? I HATE YOU!

Sighs, now I gotta do EVERYTHING AGAIN! Peoples, this skin is kinda weird. Thought it was cool so messed around with it. I'll clean it up some time later. It's just for fun. Weird eh? But troublesome... ARRGGGh *tears off chunks of hair* I am too fed up to write anymore...

GOD DAMN IT

The Early Bird Gets the Worm

"The Early Bird gets to the worm first"

Is that true? Well not really... I went with my mum to the pharmacy this morning at about 7.30am. It was so early. Too early for me. I was so groggy when I woke up that when my mum asked for me to get up I was like: "Huh? Why do I have to get up for? Wad?! Oh.. Oh yea.. Pharmacy. Medicine. Right."

Haha... The halfway there, I forgot to bring my IC then i gotta turn back and get it again. Then walk back AGAIN. Oh well, morning exercise ya? Well then, at the polyclinic, while I was sitting down waiting for my number. I saw this uncle who couldn't walk properly. (Mum says that happens because of a stroke) I suddenly like... (((( Z O N E D )))) out. Like I didn't know what to do. I mean. It's hard to explain. He was walking past me. I didn't know if I would look rude looking at him. Or if I looked at him with pity he might be angry. So I sort of, half looked and half not look. Its totally weird, the feeling. I don't really know how to put it down in words.

Lol, let's not worry about that anymore. After I got home, my mum returned half an hour later and started to reprimand me about putting up the clothes. I was like HUH? She told me once in the past that if I ever know she went out, I'm supposed to be puttin up the clothes to dry. And that was sooo long ago. And technically when I woke up, she was not gone yet, and I followed her to the polyclinic. So the one who should've put up the clothes was my sister or dad. GEEZ. Sighs. I shouldn't be complaining...

Yes going to my cousin's house later... Today's he's birthday. Well let's cheer for him!

Three cheers for Hausan!
Hip hip? HURRAY!
Hip hip? HURRAY!
Hip hip? HURRAY!!!

Har har har... Gotta be going now!