Still Boiling

Sunday was a nice day. Nice weather. Had a great breakfast. (Maybe too great, cause I had to go to the bathroom to crap twice in a row) Until I got back, dad started doing his stupid thing again. Going on how he's going to put the modem in his room so he can turn it off at night so I won't be able to access the net. STUPID STUPID. Wants me to write a stupid timetable for the time and hours I'm going to use the internet. STUPID STUPID.

Control control. Is that all you want?

Sighs, not going to waste my energy from typing on him. Weather was cool all around today. Perfect! Loved the cold! Went to my cousin's house in the evening to see her baby. Two days old only! My god, he (the baby) looked so tiny. So fragile. So easy to crush. Mum wanted me to carry him but I was terrified! What if I dropped him?! What if I didn't carry him properly? And he spazes out on me? Urgh, no thank you. But I touched him here and there. (Not THERE you asses!) Baby skin is so smooth! Can't wait for him to grow up a bit more THEN I'll carry him! Super uber cute!

Afterwards had dinner at Gran's as usual then went back home. Tried to do my work BUT ______ fill in the gaps please. (YES! The correct word is FAILED. Spot on! Smart you are!) So just stoning now.

Till we meet again.

Hatred

Burning burning, I'm burning with hatred.

I hate my dad. I hate my dad I hate my dad. I hate him. Hate hate hate. All he does is complain complain complain to my mother, my sister. Doesn't he have anything else better to do? Alright, I've been using the com for three hours, so what? You think it's not possible to spend three hours doing work? You trying being me for once will ya? Get out of my friggin' life please. I know I shouldn't be saying all these, but I can't help it. He's right outside the study room looking at me. Scrutinising me closely. Wondering if I'm really doing work. I'm screaming in my head for him to get out! To get the hell away from me! Just go and leave me be...

I'm practically shaking with anger right now. So want to smash something into pieces. Oh crap here he comes. (Few minutes later) WTF? WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH. YOU BLOODY HELL THINK I'M GOING TO SCORE As AND Bs NOW ARE YOU??!

WELL NEWS FLASH FOR YOU MR DAD, YOU CAN GO FLUSH YOUR OVERSIZED HEAD DOWN THE FRIGGING TOILET BOWL FOR ALL I CARE. GO! GO AHEAD. I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR SCREWED UP IRRITATING FACE. Want to see my teacher? Go go head.

Don't F____ing talk to me! Just go far far away from me. Uh, far meaning VERY FAR. Geez. What the hell is your problem old man? I wanted to go to poly at first, you tell me go JC. Now I'm here, you tell me that I should've went to poly. Don't mess with me man. What the heck is your problem?! *Screams out loud*

Leave me alone you @#!@# face.

Alright! Friday!

TGIF!

Woots! It's a FRIIIIDDAAYYY! *Prances around* Alright! Woo! I've waited four days for this and haha, finally its friday.

School was alright. P.E was most fun! Whole class played basketball and when 0743B plays basketball its a hilarious sight to behold. Let me tell you that. Especially the girls! Ack! They have absolutely no friggin' aim! Blam! Ball hits the board. BLAM BLAM BLAM! Keeps hitting the board, NO where near the rim. Or even a SWOOSH. AIR BALL. I think the only girl who was the most engross was Kimberley. (aka For His Highest) Umm, maybe too enthusiastic. LOL! She was beating the life out of that poor poor ball from one end of the court to the other. Cracks me up whenever I think of it. Poor poor ball.

Ryan (aka Ryurial) was jumpy today. Kept blocking the girl's shot. *Wags Finger* Oh ho ho! Bully! Saksballs, *shakes head* what are you? A lamp post? What are you doing? Standing there? Run! Jump! Hustle hustle! You know you probably can't stop us from scoring! Right? We're TOO GOOD. Ha! Definitely! LOL. My bad my bad. But dang, when practically the whole class was inside the three point line, it was MADNESS. People got hit and the girls (AGAIN) was playing weirdly. *Laughs* There was some even turning around and around cause they have no idea where the ball was.

OH the funniest and most annoying thing was... There was a pile of CRAP lying just outside the court. And the ball actually BOUNCED on top of it while flying out of bounds. Everyone was like WHAT THE? But it was FUNNY! *chortles* Stank like hell though. Everytime the ball was brought up court, everyone would be going "Euuu it stinks"

Kian Liang was much TOO enthusiastic about the game though. I reckon he should've been a bit more relaxed. He too serious! Kian take it easy! The world's not over yet mate! But all hail King Kian! Won the Bullet game. Acks! I could've won! Lol. Oh well, its over! I'll beat you soon!

Celebrated Commander Atom's (aka Derrick) birthday today. He's a funny guy. That's a good thing. Haha. Man, we should have stripped him in the toilet. That's what I did in secondary school though. Lol. The cake was good! Hope my parents get me cake like that... Speaking of parents, it's my mum's birthday today. And as usual, my sis's going on about how useless I am. I hate her whenever she says that. WHAT RIGHT do you have to say that? You want to be daddy's girl, mommy's girl go ahead! Just don't frigging say I'm useless in my face. Whatever Joy whatever.

Going to have sushi later for dinner. I'm thinking it'll be awkward cause... My sis and her stupid present and I'll be empty handed and then there will be the inevitable "blame" on the son. Sighs... Wait till I get a job.

Doesn't Understand

Doesn't Understand;

Skipped chinese and skipped its lecture. Well done nick well done!

Played ball with my friends. My god, I should've brought my PE attire. Got so soaked even my undies were wet! Acks, didn't feel comfortable at all. Everywhere I sat I left my butt print! Haha. Sweet huh.

Not in particularly good mood right now. Was alright till dad came home. I don't think he understands how JC is like. Wish he'd be in my place instead. I'm sure he'll know then. I mean COME ON. You think EVERYONE'S going to do well?! My foot! Yea right they are... Geez. He wants to take my lappy away. *Groans in protest* Next time I'll have to "rent" it from him. What the hell. WHAT THE FRIGGIN' HELL is his problem? Crap him.

AARGH! I just want to scream scream till I spit out blood! LISTEN TO ME FOR ONCE! UNDERSTAND! Frigging annoying. Shit. JUST UNDERSTAND PLEASE. Geez. Weren't you going to not care anymore? Then what's this? You're CARING. Wth. Leave me alone.

Just leave me alone.

Not A Good Day

Not A Good Day

Sighs. Lol, I did what saksballs did. I passed my parents my report slip just before they went to bed. And naturally they had something to say about it.

Mum:"What?! Now you give me! You purposely did that right? Don't want your father to know."
Nick: *stares blankly at mum*

*Shrugs* Oh well. Went to bed and got up a little bit late in the morning. I asked for my report slip and mum told me dad was reading it. This was 7 in the morning. What the heck was my dad doing reading my report slip so early? In the toilet too... My god. And as expected, he talked to me about it. In a way I always find annoying. Makes me want to shout back at him. I think its his family's trait to speak like that. He said he didn't want to bother me anymore. I guess he's not going to care much. GRR!! I just wish I could grab a few of my classmates report slip and shove it at my parents face. Come on! You can't expect me to get As and Bs already right? My god. YOU go JC then. Let's see how well YOU do.

Sighs. Skipped chinese today. Lol, can't believe teacher bought my lie. Told her I was in a floorball competition with Kian (classmate). My econs teacher also saw both of us playing floorball outside the General Office and I told her that later there was a competition. She asked if both of us are in floorball and I gave a sort of unclear yes. I hope she got it! Lol. Still wondering if I should skip econs. Heard she's going to ask questions on today's lecture. If not we'll be seeing her for extra lessons. Perhaps I wouldn't mind if she was more shapely... *Sniggers*